|ifE iS lIkE a pIeCe oF pApEr

bAck!!!

2006-07-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

cAn u bElieVe it???
i am aCtuaLLy bLoggin agAin..[prEvious poSt wAs 22nd jUly]
juSt fOUnd oUt thE yEAr thAt pPl uSEd tO reAd my bLog..
i mEAnt my clASsmAtEs lASt yR=)
aniwAE..
tHInk i nEEd thiS avENuE tO lEt oUt my fRuStRatioNs..
i pRetty mUCh hAtE thE jC cuRRicUluM..
thERe's tOO maNy thinGs tO bE donE..
anD timE hASn't prEtty mUch chAngEd..
wEll..
fOr stArtErs..
i thINk i bEginnIn tO sEe-thRu pPl..
hatE thAt!!!
cOs i rAthEr sEe ppL in a nEutrAl ligHt..
dEn i wouLd bE sO cArefREe...hEhEz..
bUt dEn agAin...
itZ mORE likE i hAf bEen thiS ignOrAnt and sElf-dEludEd peRson..
i tHINk whAt hQ sAid wAs truE..
wE'vE bEEn bEtrayEd alL toO oFten thAt noW ppL hAf to eArn oUr tRust..
[i uSed tO likE tRust Ppl stRaight oUt..itZ likE thE b.O.D thAt i shOUld giF tO alL my fRenz]
bUt agAin...wE wEre WRONG...
i juSt hoPE thAt i wiLl mAke thE tWo yeArs oF my liFe fRuitfUL..
anD nOt suffErin aS a LONER..
cOz i guESs wE alL mAke mAny mANy supErfiCIaL rElatIOnships with oUR fRenz...
itZ onLy thE rEal fRiEndshIp thAt iS hARd tO finD..
itZ beEn rEal sAd thiS wEek..[aS sAid by wF..]
thINk i shAll vEnt my fRuStrAtionS hErE..
anD i woNdEr wHO wiLL fiNd oUt thE blOg firSt!!! =)

mOCkiEs..

2005-07-22T15:07:00.000-07:00

6 pApERs arE finAlly ovEr..
leFt with anotheR 5 neXt wEek..
gonnA tAke thiS shoRt bREak tOdAy..
anD slAck as mUCh as posSiblE..
cAn't stAnd thE moCks..
coS wE hAF to providE ouR oWn pApER..
shoWs hoW serioUSly thE sCh iS tAkIn thE moCkS lA..
bUt aniwAe..
thiNk thE phySiCs wAs rEally tOUgh..
toDAy SS wAs luCky..
thE thEme i stuDied cAme oUt..
bUt dIdn't hAF eNough timE tO coMplEtE sBQ..
hAd luNCh with wF at kOvAn..
dEn wEnt homE..
shAll attEMpt tO stuDy tmR..
bUt thE tV iS alWAys sO tEmptIN..
hAi...

..

2005-07-11T18:59:00.000-07:00

welL..
i shOuld bE stuDyin fOR my phySicS tESt..
appaRentLy i m stiLL bLOggin..
thiNk i tAke thiS as a dIstREssEr..
hmMZZ..
guESs thE paSt wEek hAF bEen rAthEr bUsy...
tRyin tO rEviSe my woRk..[obviouSly unsUccESsfuL lA]
bUt lEt mE firSt bLog bOut sAt..
wEnt foR anothEr hi-tEa...
hA..
thIS timE at lao bEijiNg..
chEenA fOod..
hAd xiAo lOng pAo anD all thAt kinDA stuFf..
trieD alL thE nOodlE diSheS thEy hAD..
wEnt boWlin aFtEr thAt..
thiNk i m gEttiN fRom bAd to worSE siA..
aLOng wAy homE..
paReNts piCk uP wF...
dEn drOp uS at kOvAn..
nEEd gO bUy stuFf foR junioRs..
hEe..[wAnnA mAke thE lA...bUt nothiN gOod wilL comE oUttA it]
wEnt fOR suppEr at jAlAN kAyU...
hAd tO bE homE by 2300..
bUt thE fOod stARtEd serviNg at onLy 2230..
mAnAgEd tO eAt finIsh by 2305?
hAd icE cReam pRAtA...
miLo dINoSauR..
pRAtA kOsonG and w/egg..
pRetty nicE suPper lA..
speCiAl dAy toO=)..
yeStErdAy wEnt liB stuDy..
4 houRs but dId likE only 4 chPt of notES..
prEtty slow conSIderIn thE fact thAt thE chPt prEtty simPlE..
hAd lunCH at lJs..
dEn wEnt bACk tO sEngkAng aftEr thAt..
pAid hiS hP biLl..
dEn wENt homE..
haD a wondERfuL dinnER at BtK...
eAst coASt outlEt..
atE likE 2 bowlS oF ricE lO..
hA..
muSt contRol my insAtiAble diEt lE=)
toDay schOOl wAs ultRa boRIn..
at leAst wEnt homE with wF..
nOt sO boRIn=)

evEntfUl dAyz

2005-07-04T18:35:00.000-07:00

i muSt sAy..
thE pASt twO dAyz hAf bEen excitIng..
nOt thE adRenAlinE ruSh thAt kinD..
aniwaE..
woKe uP bOUt 0810 toDAy.
tOt i wAS lAtE lO..
bUt wF dIdn't rEpLy sO suSpEctEd hE ovErslePt tOO..
den quiCkly wEnt tO bAthE..
bUt guEss on timE bA..
mEt tO hAf bReakfASt..
alwAyz thE sAme old bLack coFFee...tEh-O..
4 slicEs oF kAya tOast...[2 w/O bUttEr oF courSe]
miSs anothER 86 toDay..
bUt whEn wE reaCh thE liB..
nOt mAny ppl..
stUdiEd 4 houRs stRaight...[bUt oF couRse eNd uP rEAdin sOMe rEal-lifE cAnnibAliSm stoRy]
dEn atE chickEn ricE..
tOok a buS tO kOvAn..
wEnt in sEarch foR the phOto albUM..
bUt lANded uP in comPass pOint..
got my spEcs adJustEd..
dEn ofF to finD thE albUm..
gOt a prEtty nicE onE..
kinDa swEet..
pRintEd thE photOs fRom hiS phonE..
dEn hE cAme ovEr tO insErt thE piCS..
yEStErdAy wAs a prEtty hilARious dAy..
wEnt tO wAtch wAr oF thE woRlds..
hAd luNch at eStEllAr77..
couldn't finD my wAllEt initiAlly..
dEn all prEciouS mOmeNts phOtO albuMS nOt sElf-adhEsivE typE..
bUt manAgEd tO gEt a myuK wAllEt..
kinDa iRonic foR mE to gEt whitE..
mum askEd uS tO joiN thEm foR bowlin..
sO wE tOOk a tRain dOwn tAmpineS..
tA bAo kFc foR dinnEr..
dEn aLl oF uS wEnt tO hAf suppEr at lAgooN..
tOO bAd thE bEef kWay tEow finiSh lE...

jUly

2005-07-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

hMMzz..
bEEn bOUt a wEek siNcE i lASt bLoggEd..
timE iS ruNning oUt and itZ goNnA bE thE moCk pRelimS rEal soOn..
gueSs my dAd iS kINdA woRrieD bOUt hoW i m jugglIng evErythin..
mUm jUst rEminDed mE thAt i m hAvin O's thiS yeAR..
aNd thAt wF iS hAvin A's thiS yEAR..
i gueSs timE realLy fliES foR thiS soRta stuFF..
it wAsN't toO long agO wHen wF waS hAvin O's..
anD den noW itZ my tuRn..
wokE uP bOut 12+..
my mAid tOt whAt hAppEn tO mE..
coZ i m uSUalLy oUt on wEekEnd moRnINg..
eitheR oUt oR tO thE liB..
fElt like vomittIn aftEr lunCh..
appArentlY my mUm and bRo haD thE sAme fEelin tOo..
hAd dinNer at IviNs..
hAd like 9 disHes foR 4 pErson..
hAha..
ovEr orDereD agAin..
lAst night wAs pretty bAd..
kinDa sAd thAt wE diDn't wIn thE plAy.
bUt gueSs i juSt hAF to acCept thE 3rd plACe..
fAilEd tOo many fReakin timeS in thiS schOol mAnz..
i cAn prActiCally coUnt my nO. oF sUccEsses in thiS scHool with my fingERs..
anD thAt's pathEtic..
peRhapS that iS why i wAnna leAve thiS sch foR a nEW eNv sOon..
4 yrS is dEfinitEly eNough..
mEbbE itZ gOod tO knoW fAilurE fIrst..
dAtz whAt thosE fEw sucCessEs thAt i hAd wAS reAlly swEEt..
it mAde mE appReciAtE whAt i achiEveD mAnz..
sO i dUn expECt mUch in lifE..
ppL arE aImin tO bE doCs..buSinESsmEn...lAwyERs..
but i m aiMin to bE a housEwifE..
kindA iRonic foR my chARactEr..
and my fRenz dUn think i wiLl bEcum one in thE futUre thOUgh..
shAll sEe in 9 yRs timE =)
coz kinDA tOt tHru wHere i wiLl gO in thE neXt 9 yRs..
dId thAt duRin the goAl sEttin and timE mANagEmeNt wOrkshop on thUrs..
thiNk i nEEd a bREak..
wAnna gO out cAtch a moviE tmR..
subjEct tO parEnts apprOval thOUgh..
=)

sAt

2005-06-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

whAt cAn i sAy bOut toDay..
slAckEd my dAy awAy..
hEe..
wokE uP at bOut 1000..
dEn hAd sARdinE pUff foR bReakfAst..
lEft homE with fAmily bOUt 1345...
wEnt gOodwOod pARk coFFee lOUngE foR hi-tEa..
sUppoSe tO bE nOnyA stuFF..
bUt thE onLy thINg nOnyA wAs thE kUeh pAi tEe aNd thE ondEh ondEh..
wEll..
thEy hAD fRee fLow oF mOvEnpiCk/pRick's icE cReam..
dIdn't hAd my fuLl oF it..
finishEd whEn i waNtEd it..
bUt i hAd likE 3 or 4 prAtAs..
with 2 smAll bOwlS oF cuRry..
hAlf a boWl of lAksA..
onE and a hAlf boWl oF mEe siAm..
4 kUeh pAi tEe..
mAnY mAny othERs lA..
atE moRe thAn anibOdy elSE.
hEe..
prEtty bIg appEtitE foR a giRl..
muSt bE coS oF thE hoSp. stAy..
dEprivEd oF foOd and wAtEr foR sO fReakin lOng..
sEnt my aUnt and unclE bAck..
dEn wE went ovEr tO couSins houSe..
wAnnA pIck thEm uP foR bowLin..
toDay bowLin wAs gREat..
lowEst wAs my firSt gAme.. 106..
dEn sEcond gAme gOt somE fReakin pRob...
sCorEd 171..
shoCkeD mAnz..
nevEr b4...
hAd only 1 gAmE whiCh scorEd an 8..
thE rEst wEre stRikeS and spAres...=)
dEn lAst gAMe wAS bOut 128..
so my pArentS bRought uS to cHong pAng foR suppEr..
nAsi lEmak..
dEn noW bAck homE slAckin awAy..
shAll bE gOin lIb to attEmpt stUdyin tmR..
=)

lAst day oF sCh hOlS

2005-06-24T18:42:00.000-07:00

wElL..
whAt cAn i sAy..
itZ thE laSt day oF scH hOls..
kINda saD..
cOs i dIdN't rEally mAkE uSe oF thiS holS tO stUdy..
thE numErouS tRipS tO thE libRarY alLowEd mE tO complEtE somE hW..
eNg tO bE exACt..
bUt thAt'S likE it.
bUt i dId fInd oUt morE aBoUt mARinE mAmmAlS aNd aLligAtoRs and cRoCs..
hAhA..
straNgE thiNg tO dO in thIs O lEvEl yR..
hmmZz..
migHt wannA attEmpt tO oPen my chEm tExt latEr..
cOUrtEsy oF hQ..
cOs mSG to bE ask mE bOUt chEm tESt..
mAke mE feeL sO guIlty..
wEnt oUt tO hAf lUnch todaAy..
wF's bIrthdAy..
sEconD biRthdAy tOgEthEr..
juSt thAt lAst yR wAs in thAilAnd anD coulDn't bE togEthEr..
hAd pAStAmAniA..
hAd sPicy chix linguInE..
nO stomAchE..
wAs antIcipAtin it..
dEn wEnt tO coMPaSs pOInt tO mEet siS anD mUm..
hE wEnt bACk aftEr thAt...
tHInk i m on a undERweAr shoPpin sprEe..
yEStErday juSt boUght sevErAl..
toDay toO..
dEn wEnt tO cUt my hAir..
prEtty thiN nOw..
hopE cAn tIe thOUgh..
bEEn doWn with fLu thiS wholE wEek..
it stArtEd on mOn..
whEn i wEnt with wF tO wAtch bAtmin bEginS..
sO frEakin colD in thE thEatRe..
luCky i bRought my jAckEt..
nicE shoW thouGh..
thAt gUy kinDa shuAi...
dEn tuEs my fLu stiLl didN't get bEtta..
wEnt tO schOoL tilL 2130
coZ oF the leAdershiP tRainIn..
soMe oF thE fReakin sEc 1s bLoody rUdE lO..
dEn wEd wEnt tO mEet my seCtIon..[inclUdin tUbA and eUpho]
cOUldn't plAy boWlin..
pARentS afRaid my wouNd gonnA sPlit..
aCtuaLly i m prEtty scAred myselF..
a coUPlE oF dAys agO my wound wAs like kinDA rEd..
luCky it subsidEd oR elSe hAf to gO sEE spEc. ..
yeStErdAy wEnt tO sch to sEttlE lit plAy.
nothiN much donE..
firSt mEetin..
thE clASs likE ain't bothEred bY it..
hAd bReakfASt with wF..
thE pOrridgE wAsn't thAt bAd..
i m lOokin forwARd tO tmR..
gOnnA gO foR hi-tEa with my fAmily..auNt and unCle inCludEd..
eithEr goIn fOR dImsum at lAo bEijIng.
oR thE loCaL nOnyA fArE at gOodwOod pARk hotEl..
auNt woulD bE deCiding..
doUbt it wouLd bE dimSum thOugh..
aUnt nOt thE kinD thAt enjOy chI fOod..
alwAys dAbAo bRiyAni...chApAti...nOnyA kUeh ovEr tO ouR houSe..
wHO knoWs shE wilL wAnt a chAngE in mEnu...
really lIkE tO bE boRn pERanAkAn..
whERe fOod is likE kindA imPt..
sO riCh in flAvouR..
usE so mAny spicEs..
i woulD lovE tO gO bAck to mAlAccA foR mAkan..
reALLy goOd stuFf thErE..
but now pArentS ain't kEen in drivin ovEr tO malAysiA..
tOo muCh violEncE lE..
attAck thEir owN pPl evEn..
lOokS likE iF waNt osO cAn't dRivE ovEr..
dUn likE anD hAF nv tAken coAch tO mAlAysiA b4...
excEpt foR thE pErak tRip..
foR thE vEry rEason thAt i hAF mOtion siCkneSs..
anD woulD moSt pRob eNd uP puKin..
k lA..
goNnA slAck tiLL dinnER=)

...

2005-06-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

hMMZZ..
whAt cAn i sAy..
anothEr dAy bAcked in sCH..
hAd a mAthz..
whicH wAs ultRa boRin of courSE..
dEN hAd tRiplE gEog..
timEd pRAc lA..
foR thE sAke oF my O's..
hAd tO stAy bAck fOr chEm as wEll..
diD pREtty ok fOr it..
coUld hAf gOtten slightLy highER thOUgh..
bUt at leAst thAt's my bEst..=)
dEN wEnt tO outRam tO mEEt my mUm..
hAf a chEck uP at sGh..
wAh sEh..
rUsh sO muCh dEn in thE enD stiLl thE lASt pAtiEnt tO sEe my dOC..
anD itZ nOt evEn my dOc..
hE wAsn't pARt oF thE tEam oF thE dOc thAt sAw tO mE lA..
foUnd oUt thAt my stitChes iS solublE oR whAtevEr lA..
dUn hAFtA removE dE..
thEy weRe kinDa shoCk thAt i wEnt bAck tO sCh..
dEy expEctEd mE tO bE siCkly and reStin at homE foR thE pASt 2 weEks..
whAt bAcksidE siA..
shOuld bE ablE to stARt ruNnin anD plAyin my bAdmintOn lE..
dEy sAy shouLd nOt hAf ani pRob witH physiCal aCtivitIes..
hmmZz..
dEn tOOk a cAb tO pS..
coS muM wAntEd tO buy 4D...hEe
dEn wEnt cArrEfOUr...
diD somE miNI gRocEry shoPpin..
bOught 200g oF my pRawn cRAckER..
atE finiSh moSt oF it on my wAy homE..
wEnt tO collEct my spEcs tOO..
lOOk kinDa gEek lA..
bUt dUn cARE..
can wEAr tWo spEcs noW..
intErchAngAblE..
bUt appAreNtly thiS nEW onE thE lENs bEttA..
sO shAll uSe it morE oftEn..
shAll stArt dOin notE fiLing lAtEr..
gonNa typE oUt my notES..
prEpARe foR thE comiN pApERs..
=)

anothEr dAy

2005-06-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

itZ likE alrEAdy thE third wEek oF thE holS..
bUt i m stilL hAvin leSsons..
tmR shAll bE thE laSt dAy siA..
woulD hAf tO gO bAck nExt tuES fOr somE LT..
hmmZz..
i hAf pRobS gEttiN uP in thE moRniN siA..
fEelin sO lAzy as alwAyz..=)
mEt wF aNd hAd bK foR lunCh..
dEn finAlly wEnt tO gEt all my pEns..
tOoK a longEr buS bAck tOdAy..
wEathEr sO goOD tO slEEp..
fEel aslEep on thE sofA..
woke uP pASt 6..
wEnt tO bAthE dEn wAtch tV tiLl 2030
dEn hAd dinnEr..
noW writIn my bLog..
tRynA rEviVE it..
loSt my mOmentum iN writIn..
i thINk bLack eyEd pEAs latESt albUm gOod siA..
at leAst i didN't wAstE my $$ on it..
only mAnaGEd tO cAtch tWo shoWs thiS hOlS..
aimEd tO cAtch 4 lO..
hAhAz..
stilL gOt anothER onE and a hAlf wEek tO dO sO..
mAdASgAScAr wAs cutE..
mR and mRs smItH wAs excitIN..
hEE..
shAll cAtch anothEr hoRror shOw thE nExt timE bA..
finally usIN thE bAg i boUGht..
mAid mAnaGed tO seW it fOR mE..
sO duN hAftA exchAngE it...=)

rEAlity

2005-05-30T15:22:00.000-07:00

itZ bEen a lOng lONg time sincE i bLoggEd siA..
oR rAthER..
itZ beEn a whiRlwInd oF evEntS..
lEtS bAcktRack tO 22nD mAy...sUndAy
[aUnt wAntZ mE to writE dOwn my expEriEnce..sO thAt i wiLl nV foRgEt thiS pEriod of timE..hA]
itZ vEsAk dAy..
wEnt tO sEveral tEmplES tO prAy..
firSt stOp wAs bRight hiLl..
dEn thE tHAi tEmplE in bEdoK..
alsO wEnt tO the tEmplE at lOyAng..
wEll..
i prAyEd fOR thE typicAl stuFf..
heAlth and stuDieS..
thAt's prEtty iRonic aCutAlly..
hEhE...
hAd bAk kUt tEh fOr lunCh..
onE oF my fAv. lO..
atE my uSuAl eNormOus pOrtioN..
wEnt homE..
hAd my afternOon nAp..
onLy tO wAke uP in pAin..
tOt itz thE nOrmAl stOmach pAin..
wEnt toilEt..
bUt thE pAin stilL the sAme..
in the enD mAnAged tO slEep..
bUt dEvElopEd a fevEr..
mUm bRought mE tO a neARby gP..
shE tOld my mUm bRing mE go A&E..
sAy i moSt pRob hAd aPpendicItiS..
sO oFf i gO to sgH..
aPparEntly thE dOc at a&E suSpeCted i hAf aPpenDicitiS..
sO hE sAy hAf to bE hoSpitAlisEd..
dEn hE wENt tO pokE thAt bLoody thinGy intO my vEin..
hE waS so briLliaNt to pokE it neaRy my elbow joiNt siA..
did it sO mAny timeS summoRe..
cAn stilL sAe 'soRry'..
lAteR stil drAw my bLood ..
toOK UrINe sAmplE..
dEn i waS put undEr obsErvAtiOn bEforE gettin sEnt tO wARd 58..
*23rd mAy 2005
i wAs awokEn fRom my slEEp..
tO tAke x-rAy..
cheSt and adOmEn..
apArEntly the nuRse had tO chAnge me..
pREtty embArrAssIn..
lUcky i won't bE seEin hEr evEr agaIn..
cON't with my sleEp.
wokE up aNd stARted reAdin my chI...
enviEd thoSe whO haD theiR breAkfAst..
wAs on dRip...
extREmely hungRy..
i hAd countleSs nO. of dOC sEein mE..
from houSEmEn tO thE sENior dOC..
fEEl like somE spEcimEn..
thEy diD thEir cheCks herE and theRe..
onLy tO sAy i gOt aPpendicItiS..
thEn lAtEr onE of the doC came tO my rOom..
attEmptEd tO convincE my paRentS tO lEt mE gO for appEndiSectoMy [don't know how tO spEll]
hiS toNe waS horriblE..
sAy 75% chancE thAt it iS aPpenDicitiS..
stArtEd cRyin aFtEr thAt..
cOs i wAs totAlly agAInst it...
itz wAs thE seconD timE i criEd thiS yeAr..
criEd myself tO slEep lA..
pArentS pretty concErn bOut it..
but they leFt thE dEciSion tO mE..
sO oF courSe 'NO OP'
wF cAmE to sEe me..
family cAmE sOOn aftEr thAt..
dEn wF lEFt...
*24th mAy 2005
wokE uP tO anothEr dAy..
rEAd chiNesE..
mY dOc cAmE tO aSk mE hOw comE i aIn't gOIn fOR thE oP...
stARted sAyin sUch bAd tiMin..
exAm likE sO soOn..
dEn dOc sAy mEbbE sEe hiM aftEr my exAm tO gEt thE oP doNE..
cOs my coNditIOn wAsn't thAt criticAl at thE mOment..
bUt hE cOn't mE oN thE drIp..
mUm wAs thEre iN thE afterNooN..
shE hAd tO hElP mE tO bAthE...[shE diDn't see a thINg thOugh..hEE]
i wAs likE a onE mAn sWorDsmAn..
coUldn't bEnd my right hAnd..
hAd tO bAthe witH thE drIp..
dEn wF cAmE..
mUm wAs reAlly fUnny..
excusEd hErsElf tO buy fOOd..
dEn shE cAmE bAck almoSt immEdiAtEly..witH dAd..
aPparEntly my dAd bOught a bAg fuLl of bAo..
i was sO enviouS lO..
hAvEn't eAten fOr agEs..
dEn thEy wEre hAPPily eAtin it..
wF dEcLinE thE bAo...didn't wAn tO eAt in frOnt of mE..
*25th mAy 2005
wOkE uP fEeliN prEtty hAppy..
wEll..at leASt i am 16..
bUt i wAs stiLl on dRip lO..
coUldn't eAt & dRink..
suCh a tORtuRe..
dEn in thE afternOon..
thEy tOld mE i m oN fuLl fEeds..
mEans thAt i cAn drINk anytHIn..
thAt cUp of mIlO wAs sO fAntAstiC lO..
nv likE mIlo beForE..
wF cAmE tO sEe mE aftEr sCh..
aCcompAniEd mE..
dEn wEnt dOwn witH him tO bUy fOod 4 hiM..
dEn hAppEn tO see jH wHen i wAs outtA thE lifT..
i tOt i rEcOgnisEd wrOng peRson whEn shE lOOk at mE anD dIdn't rEcoGnisE..
sO funNy..
dEn lAtEr thE sAw..
hilarIouS mAn..
cOs i thiNk itz my mEssy untIed hAir dAt thE couLdn't recOgsnise..
thEy seriOusly bRightEn uP my daE siA..
lD anD hQ cAme aftErwARds..
suAnnIN mE..
cOs i lOOk sO enErgEtiC thAt nObody wouLd thiNk i m hOspitalisEd..
eS aNd tC cAmE too...
dEy bOught thE polAR stuFf..
oNLy tO eAt in fRont of mE..
hA..
aSkEd my siS anD bRo tO bUy jUicE fOr me..
fElt sO gOod lO=)
dEy also bOught a tIny cAkE fRom bReadtAlk..
dEn aN...yC..anD rEg camE...
tAlk talK anD tAlk...
stRangE rEaLly hoW it bEgAn witH rEg..dEn yC..and dEn mE..
###thAnk yOu tO alL thosE wHo visitEd mE=) it mAdE my dAy=)
jiAhUi...yUling...wAnli..lyly..hUiqi..lidAn..elvinA..tRicIa..alviN..yIcHing...rEg[sorry iF lEft out yA namEs]
mUm camE lAtEr on..
witH 2 tiNy bReadtalk cAkes..
dOcS cAMe tO chEck on mE..
aSk mE if i wAs huNgry..
den hE allowEd mE tO hAf porridGe..
my mUm quiCkly wEnt aftEr hiM tO ask iF i could hAf cakE..
lUckily hE agReed mAn..
althOugh itz likE quitE a pAthEtiC biRthDay..
i hAd 3 diff fLavouR oF cAkes..
anD hAd my fAmIly...aUnt and unCle tO spEnd it witH mE..
thE pOrridGe wAs extRemeLy gOod..
i wAs hOpin thAt i coUld get diSchArgEd oN thuRs..
*26th mAy 2005
appArentlY thE dOc sAy my cOnditiOn wAsn't imProviN..
it wOuld bE againSt mEdicAl advicE tO dischARgE mE..
cRap mAn..
stArtEd cRyin agAIn..[thAt's likE the 3rD tiMe thiS yEar]
coS loOks likE the Op is thE onLy wAy oUt..
sO deciDEd tO wAit untiL lunCh was ovEr..
thAn my dAd told thE dOc abOut the op..
luCkily i hAd my luNCh firSt..
cOs they imMediAtEly pUt mE NIL by mOuth
sAid thAt eArlieSt i cOUld hAf thE oP woUld bE thAt nIght..
bUt in thE enD thEy sAy they woUld schEdule mE frI mOrning..
bAbysitter camE over thAt evEning..
shE was tElliN mE how my fAmily tRied tO lie bOut my whEreabOuts..
cos shE cAllEd at 2300 for sevEraL nIghts anD thEy tOld hEr i was oUt..
shE suSpeCtEd sOmethin was amiSs dEn cAllEd on wEd...
my mUm had tO tEll hEr..
*27th mAy 2005
mUm camE firSt thiNg iN the mOrnin..
sAid tO hElp mE gEt rEady fOR thE oP..
wAitEd fRom mOrning tO nOon tO evEning tO nigHt..
stiLl hAvEn yEt..
thE nurSes sAy thE OT hAd sevErAl more emErgEnciES..
my conditIon cAn wAit..
mAkE mE sO piSs..
dEn in thE evEnin..
onE of the dOc cAme tO tAlk tO my paRentS..
sAid if i agREed oN thE oPen surGery it might bE eArlier..
wouLd hAf to wAit lOngEr foR thE kEy-hole suRgEry..
bUt i dEfinitely duN wAn scAr lO..
sO i said kEy-holE sUrGery..
paRentS wEnt bAck anD i slept lO..
*28th mAy 2005
dAd's biRthdAy..
bUt thE nUrsEs came tO prEpaRe mE fOr thE op at bOut 0130
dey cAllEd my pArentS anD thEy cAmE doWn..
sO thEy waitEd fOR like sevEral hourS..
i rEmEmbEr thE firSt thiNg whEn i awokE frOm thE GA at the OT..
thEy ask mE 'dO u rEmEmbEr u hAf a scAr/wounD at uR leFt chEEk?'..
i wAs sO shocK..
bUt i askEd thEm it wAs a pimplE and thEy sAid NO..
thEy werE tRyin tO fiNd an explAnAtion foR it..
mAkin suRe i gOt it..
dey were afRaid thAt my dAd would gO aftEr thEm..
hAhA..
wokE uP whEn thE nurSes hAd tO chAngE mE oUt of the oP gOwn..
pArentS weRe thEre..
thEy left whEn i went tO slEep..
i wokE uP agAin only when thE nurSEs toOk oUt my dRip..
anD ask mE drINk wAter and milo..
said i coUld haf lunCh if i dIdN't thRow uP..
dEn luckIly wF cAmE..
hE hElp mE oUt witH my luNCh..
in pAin anD couLdn't rEallly stRetCh..
mUm anD siS cAme awhilE after thAt..
dEn wF lEft..
hQ cAme..
pAss mE woRk anD chEck oUt on mE..
sO nice oF heR aR..hAhA..
after shE lEft..
dAd..aUnt and bRo cAme..
boUght tAuhUI fOR mE..
aNd somE snAcks..
fElt sO gREat lO..
but wAs in pAin agAin anD had tO take pAinkiLlEr..
siS and bRo wEnt tO buy jElly for mE..
cAnnot swAllow tablEts..
hAd pRoblEms mOvin on thE bEd..
dEn dey leFt fOR dinnEr...
i mAnAgEd tO walk tO thE toilEt with thE help oF thE nurSe..
abit unstEady thoUgh..
paRentS came bAck tO accOmpAny mE..
sCarEd i wAs in pAin.
bUt coN't tO wAtch tv whEn dEy left..
i slept in a upriGht pOsitioN thAt night..
*29th mAy 2005
dEfinitEly i wokE up with very bAd strain on my neck..
thE fRench toAst tAsted horriblE..
wAs vEry glAd whEn thEy tOok oUt thE nEEdlE in mE.
mAnAgEd tO take a bAth..
kindA funny to hAf 3 woundS..
gOttEn dischArgE tO gO homE and rESt..
wF camE ovEr to my plaCe with chi diCt..
havin O leVel chi thE next dAy..
realLy bAd timIN..
thAt night wAS thE moST horriblE..
i couLdn't slEep..
thE moMent i liE doWn..
wAS in gREat pAin lO..
strugglEd tO slEEp for the sAke of O levEl chi..
i gueSs i toOk thINgs foR grAntEd..
i nv expeCt to bE hoSpitAlised at suCh a tImin..
sO it sEems thAt life is fuLl oF unexpeCted situAtioNs..

slAckin

2005-05-16T17:51:00.000-07:00

i oUghtA bE fEeLin guiltY..
onLinE and bLoggIn..
hAhAz...
suPposE tO bE studyIn aNd dOin my woRk..
bUt i gueSs i m still nOt fOcuS enUff..
jUst gOtten bAck fRom a rUn..
lOoks likE my staMinA haS gOtten fRom bAd tO worSe..
hAd chEst pAins iN thE middLe oF thE rUn..
gOnnA hAf tO dO somethiN bOUt it iF it gEts worSE..
bUt lOoks likE i gOnnA mAke it a pOint tO rUn evErydAy..
[tRy tO...=)]
itZ likE so bAcksidE toDay..
aLl thosE tAkIn thE o' lEveL pApEr at thE end of thiS moNth cAnnOt gO foR thE x-couNtry..
itZ sO ridicuLous..
it wiLl bE thE lAst rUn fOR all oF uS lO..
tReat uS likE thAt..
mAke uS dO yISS pApEr..
dEn liStEn tO all thE teAcheRs' anAlySis..
thAt vEg. teAcher wAs thE worSe..
sO lOr-sO dE..
endEd nearly 1300..
dEcidEd tO gO homE..
hAd a slight heAdachE..
**
sUndAy...15 mAy..
wokE up bOUt 10+...
slAck wholE aFtErnOon..
dIdn't gO foR thE bAby firSt mOnth thingY..
dEn hAd dinnEr at homE..
con't slAckin..=)
**sAturdAy...14 mAy..
wEnt oUt wF tO cAtch a moviE..
"aRe wE therE yEt...?"..
coUldn't wAtch sO mAny show lO..
alL nC-16 dE...
sO wAstEd..
bUt aniwAe..
thAt moviE wAS hilAriouS..
kinDA slAp-stiCk lA..
bUt cutE..
reAlisEd cAthAy alsO gonnA rEview thEir prIceS..
sO all cinEmaS wiLL bE chArgin $9.50 foR a wEekeNd tiX..
tOt cAthAy wouLd bE thE onLy onE at $8.50 lO..
bAcksidE..
aniwAe..
lEt's trEAt it as wE arE hElPin sG's econOmy tO progrESs..
next moviE shAll bE aftEr my O's..[chinEse pApEr of courSe..cAn't wAit tilL nOv dE]
cAn't wAit foR it tO bE ovEr..=)

fridAy 13th

2005-05-13T19:02:00.000-07:00

hAhA..
tOdAy's thE fridAy thE 13tH..
diDn't rEally rEalisE untiL hQ or cH poiNted it oUt tO mE..
thAt'S whEn my lEft eyE bEgAn twitChin..
oMinOUs lO..
cOs thE lit pApEr reAllY suCkEd..
dOn't knOw whAt thE hEll unsEen tAlkiN bout inItiAlly..
dEn haD tO dO thE seconD pARt oF unsEen firSt b4 attEmptiN thE firSt..
wEll..
itZ a 130 miNs..
wAs vERy dEmoRalising whEn thE gEog aNd biO pPl lEft thE hAll..
bUt i m glAd evErytHIn's ovEr..
nOt untiL chinEsE O's..
goNna enjOy my wEekEnd dEn stARt mEmoRisiN on mOn foR chI..
thE dAy stArtEd witH dOUblE chEm..
mS yAm kINdA angRy whEn shE stEPpEd in..
dEn mR pAng wAs hiS uSuAl sElf..
inSulAr mAnz..
physiCs wAS enlightEninG..
cOs i finAlly undErstoOd lEnz's lAw..
e mAthZ diD thE vEctoR quiZ..
dEn hAd gEog..
mAp rEadIn agAin..
hAd listEnin aFter thAt..
prEtty shoCk..
coS wE nv exPectEd it..
enG waS piC dEscrIPtion..
mE and lD wEnt lOOkin fOR mS oW tO aSk foR thE lit pApERs of thE claSs..
shE tOt wE k.S...
dEn tEll uS bOUt how tO do bEttA..
so wE tOld hEr wE arE only wAnnA hElp thE claSs gEt bAck the pAperS..
shE wAs likE..
"tWo worDs...GO DEEP!"
thAt was hER advicE tO uS..
how zEn mAnz..

borEd

2005-05-11T14:25:00.000-07:00

foR thE veRy fiRSt timE thiS pASt tWo wEeks..
i aM borEd..
pErhAps dUe tO thE cOmpO i wrOtE fOr tOdAy's pApER..
nOt thAt i dUn intEnd tO pRAc my e mAthZ..
juSt thAt tOdAy sEemS diffEREnt..
somEhoW..
pErhApS coS dIdn't mEEt wF..
oR iS it coS i m tOo tiREd..
dOIn sO muCh enG todAy..
hEe..
dON't tHInk cAn dO vEry wEll in it lO..
didn't hAf suffIcIent tiMe foR both pApERs..
enDeD uP leAvin oUt a pAra fOR my situAtionAl writIn..
wrOtE my summAry in a ruSh..
shivErin as i wrotE..
hQ waS beSt siA..
wrotE it in 10 mIns..
tOt wE hAd untiL 1227 tiLl pApEr enD..
bUt gOttA fEelin shE wilL gEt highEr mArks thAn mE..
my eNg really suCky..
thiNk i wAnnA tAkE a nAp..
dEn tRy tO dO emAthZ..
somE hopE at leaSt la..
hAf tO dO lit tOo..
gOt hEr pErioD tmR..
lEt's hOpe tmR wouLd bE a bEttA dAy... =)

sS

2005-05-09T17:40:00.000-07:00

todAy hAd sS pApEr..
aIN't gonnA dO weLl lO..
althoUgh wE hAd 10 minS morE thAn thE actUal timE..
eSsay wAs pRetty tOugh..
itZ likE mR quEk hintEd thE othEr claSs..
kindA unfAir..
bUt wHo cARes..
coS thERe will bE nO onE to hiNt uS lE..
so prEtty tHankfuL mRs wOng hAS nv hintEd uS..
[tRyin tO comfOrt mysElf...=)]
thINk i hAf to woRk hArdEr foR my chEm tMr..
bUt apPareNtly i aM stiLl blOggIN...
nvM..
goNnA tAkE a shoRt nAp b4 dinnEr to rE-chARgE mysElf..
bUt aniwAE..
hAd sS lEctuRe tO stArt my dAy..
cAn't bElievE i wAs sO suAy..
cUt my fingEr with a stAplE bUllEt..
pREtty dEep cUt..
dEn had dOUble chI..
got bAck my chi rEsultS..
hAd a C5..
nOt very gOod..
eSp. sincE i pUt in alOt of effoRt..
bUt sincE i loSt mArks fOr thoSe stuff i cAN't stuDy..
sO it diDn't rEally mAttEr..
aS fOR thE O's..
goNnA bE a chAllEngE tO evEn pASs..
i hAf nO idEa hoW i gonnA stuDy so mAny woRds..
anD yEt still hAf to rEly on thosE seCtionS thAt cAnnot stUdy tO pASs..
thiNk gonnA hAf to wOrk douBly hARd..
a mAthz wAs aS boRin as alwAys..
hAd tRiplE lit..
vEry chEEm stuFf bOUt thEmeS and aLl..
physIcs wAS anotheR confuSin onE..
rEceivEd bAck e mAthz pApEr..
diDn't dO as wEll.
barEly seCurEd a B3..
kindA bAd..
dEn eNg..
went thRu a nEw foRmat oF queStion..
rAtheR hApPy todAy..
coS itZ a rAthEr spEciAl dAy..
it mARks thE 'pRogResS' of somEthin=)
**
yEStErday wAS mOthER's dAy..
fElt kinDa bAd..
diDn't dO anitHIn spEcial foR mUm..
[or rAtheR shE insiSted wE duN dO anithIN..]
sO wEnt oUt mEet wF..
wEnt tO aMk libRary tO stuDy..
dEn wEnt j8 tO hAf luNch at ljS..
wEnt homE aftEr thAt..=)

a mAthZ

2005-05-05T18:15:00.000-07:00

i thiNk tOdAy's a diSaStEr..
gOnnA flUnk a mAthZ tESt..
itZ likE my pErm&cOMb qUEstIOn'S anS wAs 2000+..
i mysElf fiNd it haRd tO bElievE..
hAiz..
nvM..
i shOuldn't fRet ovER tHIs pApER..
lifE shOuld nOt bE wAStEd liKE thAt..=)
[wElL..thAt'S juSt tO cOmfoRt mysElf..=)]
itZ bEeN almOst a wEek sIncE i lASt bLoggEd..
mAny thINgS hAppEn ovEr thE wEek..
witH thE dEbAtE..
mId-yeaR tEStS..
rEallY tirEd oUt..
lUcky gOt somEonE by my sidE..
mOrnINg hAd physIcS..
wAs aCtually liStEnIn tO thE d.C mOtOR cRap..
bUt at leaSt i undERstOod lE..
dEN hAd a mAthZ..
slAckiEst 35 minS oF my lifE..
diDn't evEn bothER tO prAc..
fElt thEre wAsn't aNy hopE lE..
dEN chI..
mR anG wAsn't hERe agAin..
i thiNK thE sitUatiOn rEAlly bad siA..
dEN hAd gEog..
samE olD leSsOn..
wEnt thRu teSt..
hAd lit todAy..
mS. ow wAntEd uS tO prEpARe somE minD mAps..
dEn shE leFt thE class lE..
hAd doublE cE dEN.
supposE tO bE sEx-eD but dUnnoE why mS tiNg asK uS to dEsiGn an advErtiSemEnt..
thE gUys wErE obviouSly uP tO no goOd lA..
hAd dOUblE enG tOO..
haD tO dO eSsay and paRt 1..
dEn cAme chEm..
lesSon paSsed rEally fASt..
dEn it wAS the teSt..
it rAined reAllY hEavilY todAy..
tOok 105 tO thE intErchaNgE with hQ...lD dEy alL..
hAd tO gO homE alOnE tOdAy..
pArentS unavAilAblE..
wF havIn soccEr coMp..
feElIn sO emPty?...
thiNk i am bEginnINg tO bE dEpEndAnt siA..
hEe..
aniwAe..
theRe's a gEog tESt tMr..
lOOkin foRwARd tO nExt fRi..
whEN wE tAke oUr lit..
it woUld bE thE lASt pApEr lE..
dEn sAt cAn gO out wAtch moviE..
mUch awAiteD reSt..
bEforE i stARt mugGin fOr thE chi O's =)

bAd bAd..

2005-04-29T20:08:00.000-07:00

i gueSs my dAy rEally bEgan oN thE wrONg siDe..
rEach sCh wAy b4 0700..
dEn wEnt IcubE stuDiO..
mR woNg appAreNtly bRiefIn oN somE intErviEw..
rEaliseD thAt itZ on tueS..
dEbAtE dAy..
chEm wAs prEtty ok..
dId bettA in thE chEm tEst..
wAs quitE haPPy bOUt it..
cOs it wAs rEally eASy la..
woUld bE rEal sAd if cAnnOt scorE..
dEn cAme a matHz..
sO horribLe lO..
i tOld hiM i dIdn't kNow hOw tO do..
anD aSk if hE cOUld shoW..
dEN hE wEnt tO thE boARd..
wrotE thE qUestion..
dEn triEd eXplainEd..
uSe pRoduCt rUle...kEep thiS difFeErentiAtE thAt..kEeP thAt differEntIatE thiS..
itz likE..
dUh..
i noE itZ pRoduCt rUlE..
bUt i cAn't undErstAnd thE usAgE fOR nAtuRal lOg..
bAcksidE mAnz..
aSk hIm agAaIn..
anD hE tOld mE thE sAme thiNg..
goSh mAn..
dEn nvM..
phySicS wAS oK..
dIdn't rEAlly fElt likE stuDyin..
enD uP tAlkin tO hQ..
dEn cAmE e mAthZ..
mR wonG sAid somethIn rEgArdin tueS..
dEn i wAS likE..
oh yA..mR wonG wE hAf a dEbAtE on tuES...
dEn hE sAy thiS onE concErnS thE scH..
moRe iMpt..
dEn i wAs likE dEbAtE nOt impt arhZ..
hE wEnt oN tO sAy thAt iF thE scH doEsn't gEt thE awARd hE's gOnnA blAMe mE..
fINE lA..
spokE tO him whEn thE bEll rAng..
dEn hE prActiCally shoUtEd at mE..
sAyin i m suChA a biG diSappOintmEnt..
thAt hE pUt in sO muCh efFoRt in ouR pRojEctS dEn wE rEpAyin hiM liddAt..
stiLl sAy i infOrmEd hiM lAtE..
anD thAt hE coUld gEt anothER rEplAcEmeNt iF i toLd him eArliEr..
sO aS nOt tO wAstE hiS bRieFing..
i wAS likE..
i only cAme tO knoW oF thE intErview thiS moRning duRin thE bRiefIn..
hoW wAs i sUppoSe tO knoW thAt it gOnnA clASh..
dAMn hiM mAnz..
i m tOtalLy piSs by thE mAthz dEpt lO..[oR my clAss's mAthZ teAchEr]
bCos oF thE mR wonG inciDent..
my mOod wAS likE ultRa bAd lO..
thE wholE systEm iS so screwEd..
wAnnA gEt awARds and mORe aWarDs..
juSt tO gEt affiRmatIOn..
c'mOn thE sch hAS thE lotUs awArd lA...hibiScuS lA..
whAt nAught siA..
now wAnnA gO aLl lEngths to gAin rEcOgnitIOn foR thE efFort pUt in..
gAin rEcOgnitIOn foR efFortS in onE thiNg...
thE efForts bEing sucCessfuL anD efFectivE iS anothER..
iF rEally wAnnA provE thE NE cApAbilitY..
thE miNIstRy shoUld sEleCt anY tOm dIck anD hARry tO dO thE bLoODy intErviEW..
dEn onLy thEn can u gEt a objeCtivE vieW.
whAt's moRe..
haF to rEad uP on NE bEforE goIn fOr thE intErvieW..
dEfeAt thE entiRe puRpoSE..
i guesS aftER thAt shOutiN..
wAs fEelIN rEAl doWn..
dEn wEnt bAnd..
waS bOUt tO tAkE inStru oR somethiN..
dEn jY tolD mE tO coME oUt..
dEn cAmE oUt..
gOt suCHA plEasAnt suRprisE..
thE juNIorS bOught mE anD sH a sOFt tOy eaCh
thANK yOU sO mUch giRls..
it rEAlly madE my dAy lO..
mAdE mE cOOl dOwn bOUt thE moRniN incidEnt..
i thiNk i hAvin pMS..[p-preSent]
bEEn fEelin mOody maNz..
juSt wAnnA get my brEak frOm thiS worLd mAn..
thiS sociEty iS on thE veRgE of tOppling dowN..
thiS liFe iS dEfInitEly nOt thE one i wAn..

anothEr dAy

2005-04-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

itZ yEt anothEr dAy..
itZ likE thE dAy's tOtaLly scrEwed..
wEnt tO sCh eArly tO dO dEbAtE dIscuSsioN..
dEn likE nOt evEryboDy thErE..
aniwAe..
rEAlly hAf nO spiRit tO dO it thIs timE..
dEn wEnt tO hAf bREakfAst..
dOUble e mAthZ wAs thE tEst..
my cAlculAtor gAf uP on mE lO..
kEep slAmmIn my cAl..
dEn tiE xuAn lEnt mE hiS..
i tOOk it..
mR wOng sAw..
dEn commEntEd thAt cAnnOt borRow matEriAls frOm anionE..
bUt hE stiLl lEnt mE hiS lA..
i thiNk thE vEctoR quEstion iS a gonEr..
bUt aniwAe..
my hOng finAlly cAmE..
i rEally hAf no idEa whAt's goNna hAppEn tO my chinESe bAnd..
itZ tOtAlLy slAck..
dEn hAd physiCs..
thE wS thAt ms tIng gAf uS wAs sO tough..
i bEttA concEntrAtE hARder lE..
p.E thE crEAtivE gAme wAs anothER gonEr..
sUch a boRin gAme creAteD my my gRoup..
sORriE bOUt it..
dEN lit waS ultRa bOrin..
eNg wAs voCab..
failEd thE ex.
dOUble a mathZ..
a killEr oF alL kiLlEr..
ain't goNnA dO my coRrEctIOns..
wEnt oPp. tO hAf lunCh..
atE chiCkeN riCe..
wAs contEMplAtin tO skiP bAnd..
hAhA..
nAughty mE..
thOugh i sAe it..
bUt reAlLy hAf no gUtS..
hEe..
bUt alreaDy voicE oUt my diScontEntmEnt lE..
sO ntH i cAn dO..
wEnt bAck claSs studY awhile aftEr thAt..
dEn wEnt homE alonE..
dAd weNt to hAf dinnEr with sIs and mUm..
wF presUmeLy stiLL at tRainIn..
thE wEathEr iS so oPprEssivE.
thE omNimouS fEelin..
itZ juST prEssing dOwn oN uS..

...

2005-04-25T21:19:00.000-07:00

itZ beEn sUChA aN uNplEaSant dAy..
lOok likE bAnd hASn't rEalLy endEd fOR sEc 4s..
sO mucH wAitiN hErE anD thEre..
wAstE oF timE mAnz..
bUt pErhApS itZ sUChA tORturE cOs i dislIkE it..?
aniwAe..
dAy bEgAn witH bREakfAst in cAntEen..
dIdn't know i wouLd bE sO lAtE..
bUt at lEast hAd my coFfEe anD wafflE..
dEn hAd sS lEctuRe..
wHICh wAs boRin..
dEn hAd chiNEse..
tOtAl diSastEr mAnz..
i wAs sO cONfidEnt of thE chEng yU kAo chA...[cOs at lEAst i stuDied lA..]
dEn tuRn oUt i leArnt thE wrOng worDs..
wEnt tO leARn 101-120 insteAd oF 81-100..
fElt likE a foOl mAn..
dEN a mAthZ wAs pREtty sLack..
waS tAlkiN thRu oUt thE leSson..
beSt pARt iS thAt i m ablE to tAlk to somEbODy who sIts bEhind mE..
dEN cAme lit..
yEt anothEr 'enligHtEniN' expEriEnce..
den hAd physiCs..
hAd my own thEory thAt doESn't exiSt bUt gEt right anS..
mS tiNg sAy itZ a mEre cOincidEncE..
aniwaE..
haD dOUblE lIt..
whiCh wAs prEtty chAllEngin..
tRyin nOt to fAll aslEep..
dEn wEre lAtE foR e mAthZ..
mR wOng bU shUang..
dEn eL wAs anothEr slAckEr..
vOcAb dAy..
aCtuaLly tOt i cOUld leAve sCh bY 1350 tOdAy..
dEn hAd tO stAy fOR bAnd..
mAnAge tO leAve sCh bY bOUt 4+..
rEAch homE by 5.45..
rEad thE pApERs..
stArtEd my gEog pRoject..[fiRst slidE]
hAd tEmpRa ayAm foR dinNeR..
wEnt tO mAke gulA mElakkA tAng yUan fOr my fAmilY..
sO fun..
at leASt thEy enjOy it..
=)

...

2005-04-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

fInaLly..=)

2005-04-24T20:43:00.000-07:00

i hAd a gREat dinnEr..
kWay chAp..
hEE..
sO unhEalthy bUt sO shiOk lO..
it hAs bEEn a whIrlwInd oF evEntS thESe twO nghtS..
shAn't elAborAtE moRe..[tHOse cLose tO mE shAll nOe]
wEnt oUt tO cAtch pAcifiEr witH wF..
hAd lUnCh at LjS..
dEn wEnt shOpPin fOR pRessiE..
bAd expERiEncE at onE shOp..
hA..
kAnA cheAtEd oF mOney..
bUt aniwaE..
woN't bE rEtuRnin tO thAt sHop..
dEn wEnt bACk..
pArentS wAnteD tO piCk uS uP..
luCky mAnAgEd tO tuRn dOwn..
..
wEnt fOR thE lAtE mdm. shEng's funEral..
dEn wENt homE to rElAx..
hAd kuEh pAi tEe..
aUnt bOUght fROm chUrch..
dEN wEnt dInnEr with uncle's fAmIly..
hAd 4 gAmes of bOwLIn agAin..
aNd thAt wAs wheN confESsIonS bEgan..
nv fOrgEt thiS dAy fOr a vEry lOng timE bA...

wondErful dAy...eHem..

2005-04-22T20:03:00.000-07:00

i thINk tOdAy's rEAl fUnny..
i.C wAs in my clASs..
dEn hE rEcEivEd aN sMs..
tOld evEryonE CO gOttEn gOld..
dEn jAc anD bEatrIce sAy...
'kIddIn lA...CO hAvEn evEn plAyeD'..
dEn dEy wErE lIkE eL gOttEN gOld?
it wAs confiRmeD by a phOnecaLl lA..
dEn k.t wAs hystEricAl..
rEal fUnny..
tO thiNk hE wAs rusHin fOR sAkAe bUffEt luNch..
cOngRAtZ tO CO and eLddS fOr gEttIn gOld..
lEt uS hOPe thAt guzhEng doES wElL tOO..
dEn mebbE wE wiLl hAf a sCh dAy dEclARed a hOlildAy..=)
thiS mOrning cHem wAs okiE..
mS yAm oUttA claSs..
gOt sOme trainEe tEAchER supErviSin uS..
a mathZ wAs ultRa tiRin..
cOUldn't concEntRatE..
physiCs wAs meAnt tO stUdy chinEse..
e mAthZ haD tO dO laSt yEAr's mid yEAr pApER 1..
gEog wAs slAck mAn..
rEsEarch on 'dEsertificAtion'..
eNg wAs a mAd ruSh...
fInalLy dID my summAry..
thInk itZ a gonEr..
diDn't mAnAgE my tIme wElL enUff..
wAs lAtE foR chi..
dUn thINk hAf a chAnce lE..
thiNk itZ gonEr tOO..
cOUldn't evEn dO thE tiAn xiE hAn zi and zAo jU..
dUn hAftA mENtioN bOut thE tiAn kOng anD thE wEn dA..
dUn evEn kNow whAt thEy tAlkin bOut..
dEn hAd lUnch with l.D..
wHIch i lAtEr fOUnd oUt thAt wF dIdn't hAd lUnch..
wAitEd agAin fOr bOUt hAlf hOUr..
nV knEw i wAs sO pAtiEnt..
mEbbE thE pErson mAttErs..hEE
dEn wEnt bK tO mAkAn a sEcond luNCh witH wF..
dId hW..
gOt sO fRustrAtEd witH thE a mAthZ quEStion..
wF coUldn't fInd whAt's wRong witH my wOrkingS tOo..
sO i cOnclUdEd thAt thE anS kEy iS wrOng..
tOok bUs bAck agAin..
sO sEldOm cOUld mEet twO dAys in a roW..
lUcky wF's tRainIn cAncELleD tOdAy..
anD my bAnd suPposEdly 'sUspEndEd'..[i dOubt thEre wiLl bE an eNd anytImE soOn..]
gOnnA gO mAke my tAng yUan...
wAitEd alL wEek fOr fRi sO thAt i cAn mAke it fOR dEssErts fOR my fAmIly..[in prEpArAtIOn oF bEcumIn a housEwifE...=)]

sPoRts dAy 2005

2005-04-21T18:27:00.000-07:00

wokE uP rEaLlY eArly..
hAd tO fAll in by 0615..
wAs liKe tOtAlLy mOody..
sOrrIe iF oFfenDed anibOdy..
i tHInk wE sCrewEd uP quitE a bIt..
bUt aniwAe..
4E3 dId prEtty wEll in thE tRack evEnts..
bAnd aCtually gOt 3rD fOR thE intEr-cCa rElAy..
hA..
kIndA hAPpy lA..
dEn wEnt bAck sCH tO pUt thE iNstRu..
at fiRSt thEy sAid alL bRassEs haD tO stAy bAck..
wAs kIndA piSs ofF..
whEn wiLl thE sEc 4s evEr bE lEt oFf..
mE anD sH aCtualLy wEnt tO aSk mR. chEw whEthEr 4 hoRns wErE enUff..
sO wE aCtualLy gOt oUttA it..
bUt nOw dEy sAy thAt wholE bAnd gOnnA plAy..
hOPe itZ nOt tRuE..
rEally wAnnA pUt in thE effoRt tO stUDy..
hAD lUNch at mAc..
with yC dEy alL..
wEnt tO mEet uP witH wF..
wAitEd aN hOUr..
nOw i noE hOw hE fEelS whEn hE wAitS fOR mE evErytImE..
cOUldn't stUdy aS i hAd tO ruSh hOmE..
mUm hAlf dAy lEAve..
juSt wAtch wF hAf luNch..
dEn tOok a buS bAck..
at leAst mEt uP..=)

gOne aNOthER dAy..

2005-04-20T21:23:00.000-07:00

rEach sCh kIndA lAtE agAin..
bUt stiLl hAd tIme tO mAkAn..
flAg rAisin wAs kIndA sPEciAl..
hAD thiS mIni-plAy..
quitE sPEciaL..
dEn wEnt fOR mOnitOr bRiEfIn..
sO fUNny..
fOUnd oUt thAt bAnd wAs gIVEn tHIs tHIn coLumn or rAthEr a stRip tO plAy..
e mAthZ wAs a tOtAl gOnER..
hAd tO dO a pApER..
chI kInDa boRed..
nO kAss lA..
dEn pHysiCs wAs intErEStin..
dID flEminG's lEft hAnd rULE..
p.E wE plAyeD sOme voLlEybAll gAme..
dEn had liT..
sUppoSe tO coMPlEte aN eSsay lA..
bUt couLDn't gEt it dONE..
sO wE prOpoSed tO hAnd in oN fRi..
lUCky mS goh agReed..
dEn hAd dOublE eNg. ..
eUthAnAsiA aGain..
dEn dOUble a mAthZ..
kIllEr mAn..
sO siAn..
couLDn't abSorb a thiNg..
dEn hAd kwAy chAp fOR lunCh..
pEer tUtoRin wAs sO boRin..
aCcomPaniEd l.D fOr lUNch ..
dEn con't with my wORk..
viSitEd rEg..
at leAst shE lOokeD weLl..
dEn paREnts piCk mE uP..
dEy stArtEd queStionIn bOUt...[u knOw whAt...]
tHInk my dAd rEcAllS wF..
dey arE bOunD tO finD oUt sOonEr oR lAter..
hAi..

=)

2005-04-19T20:11:00.000-07:00

tOdAy hAf bEen rAthEr shORt..
wE endEd bAnd prAc by bOut 1815..
thAt rEaLly eArly aS coMparEd tO our pRe-syF dAys..
aniwaE..
thiS mORnin asSemBly wAs hIlariOUs..
i hAf nO idEa hOw mS lOo cAN aCtualLy incOrpoRatE oUR sCh vAluEs iN bAnD...[attIrE tO bE exAct]
i lUff sO haRd thAt i my hEAd hIt yI chIng's hEAd..
sO fuNny..
sOrry gIRl..
cAn't bElievE thAt it wAs sO extRemE..
sS wAs bORin..
hAd tO dO thE sOUrcE-bASed queStion..
dEn p.E wAs kIndA fUn..
cReativE gAmeS..
sUpposE tO cAlL oUt nAmeS..
kEpt fOUlin cOs of slow rEactIOn..
cHInEse waS oK..
chEngyU kAo chA prEtty bAd..
cOnsidErIn thE faCt thAt i stuDieD..
mR. anG mAde mE shAre my pOintErs..[sO embaRrassiIN..]
mAthZ wAs oK lA..
tOt wAs goNna tAke my eNg tEst..
bUt in thE enD..
mS ow fOrgOttEn tO bring thE tESt pApeRs..
sO tAkin it tmR..
rEally nERvOUs bOUt it..
cOs i tAke rEAl lONg tO dO sumMaRy..
dOublE chEm wAs relAxin lA..
thEre wAs a fAlsE fiRe alArm..
bUt nObOdy knEw..
sO evErybODy hAppiLy strodE oUt of thE claSs..[iNCludIn thE tEachER]
bUt in thE enD..
wE hAd tO rEtuRn tO claSs..
lEft thE claSs eaRly tO prEparE fOR thE assEmbLy prEsentAtion..
wAsn't rEally nErvOus inItiAlly..
bUt waS shAkiN prEtty bAdlY dUrin thE pOEm rEcitAl..
sO embaRrassIn lO..
guESs bAnd pRAc wAs prEtty ok lA..
thRu thE gRAcES oF gOd...wE gOt GOLD...
it wAs mEant tO huMblE tHosE pPl..
gueSs i wILl nV fOrgEt theSe wORds..

yEt anOthEr dAy

2005-04-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

gueSs tOdAy waS realLy bORin..
my dAy stARtEd witH mOnitOR coMm mEetInG..
mORnin asSembLy wAs rEAllY lOng..
thEy anNOuncEd bOUt bAnd's aChievEmEnt..
dEn tO my sURprisE 4E3 wOn thE cReativE awARd fOR thE fLag quESt..
sS lEctuRe waS vEry shoRt..
cHi pERiod wAs slAck..
hAd gRp dIscUssIon thAt dIdn't sEem tO fuLly utILisE my bRain..
dEn it wAs a mathZ...
duNnoe whAt thAt mAn talKin lO..
lIt wAs prEtty oK..
tAlkIn aBout thE sAme thINg ovEr and ovEr agAin..
phySiCS wAs tOtAl slAck..
stiLl cANnot figuRe oUt thE soLutIOn to thE queStion..
mAthZ wAS agaiN slAck..
eNg wAS surpRisingly oK..
fOR thE faCt thAt i dId nOt dO my teSt..
shAll bE doIn it tmR..
bUt i hAf a mathZ pEer tUtORin anD ex. tO dO..
anD alsO a lEttEr tO thE editOR to cOmplEtE..
cAMe homE alOne agAin...
luCky hAd shUk mAn tO wAlk oUt thE sCh with..
dAd dIdn't wAnt tO fEtch mE..[fOUnd oUt thAt hE wAs goNnA hAf diNnER witH siS]
wF hAf sOCcEr tOdAy..
sO cAme bAck alOne...
hAd bAbi tAuyU...sAmbAl vEg..anD sAmbAl kAngkOng..
alL sPIcy fOod...
rEalLy pEdaS lO...
aniwaE..
tImE tO bAthE and coMplEtE my hW...=)

sUndAy

2005-04-17T20:38:00.000-07:00

oH nO...
a nEw wEek bOut tO bEgin..
rEAlLy wAnt thE wEekeNd tO laSt..
dIDn't gEt a chAnce tO gO oUt and wAtch pAcifiEr..
wAsn't fEelin wEll yeSterdAy..
muSt bE coS of thE sUn mAnz..
opPressivE wEathEr..[lit hAS mAke mE thiNk thAt evERythiN hAs a paRt to plAy in mOod]
wEnt tO hAf lunCh witH wF..
atE mAc... [beeN awHIle siNCe i lASt atE thAt...dOublE mCspIcy=)]
dEn wAlk alL thE wAy hOme frOm c.P..
dEn slAck alL aftErnOon..
juSt mSgin wF...
anD trynA dO scrIPt..
dEn wEnt out fOr dinnEr..
wEnt aMk..
eAt sOme pIg trOttErs anD stOmAch soUp[itZ nICe lO..bUt cAn't bEat my bAbysittEr's dE]
aNd i sPlAsh thE blAck saUcE ontO my t-sHiRt..
sO embARrAssIn..
bUt stiLl wEnt bOwliN..
bEen twO wEeks sINcE i laSt plAyEd..
sCoRes gEttIN wOrSe..
avE bOut 100 oDd oNly..
dAd aSked mE whEthEr i wOUld likE a pAir oF bowLIn shoeS..
kIndA shOCk..
cOz tOt hE woULd oNLy invEst in my bRo..
dEn wEnt homE..
slEpt at bOut 1..
wOke uP at 1315 tOday..
sO tiRed..
slAck thE whOlE aFtErnoOn..
mAdE tAngyUan..
sO fuN..
yEStERday wAs ondEh ondEh..[evErybODy sAid my bRo mAke dE nicEr...hAi..how tO bCum hOmewiFe siA..]
atE likE 5 oRangE withIN six hoUrs..
aniwAe..
tOdAy hAs bEen slAcky..
oNLy diD my lit..
hAvEn stUdy anIthin..
altHOUgh i brOUght my bOokS homE foR thAt pUrpoSe..
tHInk i aM nOt fOCuS eNuFf..
wOUld bE fORcin mysElf tO stUdy aFtEr cCa iS suSpEndEd..
hOpefUlly stUdyin witH wF woUld mOtivAtE mE=)

syF 2005

2005-04-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

fiRst and fOrEmoSt..
tO alL bAnd mEmbERs..
wE'vE dOne it...[bE it whEthEr u plAyed fOR thE cOMp..wE aRe a BAND]
i gueSs alL thE sH*t wE wEnt thRu hAf bEen rEwARdEd..
shOuld bE pRoud oF uRselF fOR alL thE efFoRt pUt iN..
tO my dEareSt hOrn sEction...
i aM vEry pRouD oF u..
i sAid thAt whEn wE cAme oUt from thAt fReAkin hAlL..
yOu plAyEd wElL..
tR anD dAliciA - i knOw u tWo wErE vEry nErvOuS...bUt u stiLl dId yA bEst =)
yL aNd jY - yOu tWo hAf shOwn yA sUppoRt in evErywAy..=)
sH - at lEAst u dIdn't fAce yA beLl in my diRectIOn...=)
in othEr wOrdS..
hOrns..i am vEry hAPpy witH thE aChiEvEmEntS..
thINk i gOnnA gIf u alL a tReAt...=)
**
i dId nOt hAf a vEry pleAsAnt mORning..
wAs kINda agItAtEd..
tRieD to hElp kAss witH thE dEbAtE..
[thAnk gOd fOR lEttIn bRadbURy wIn mAnz...kAss pUt in alOt oF hArd woRk]
mOrniN flAg-rAisiN wAs fReakin piSs..
thE p. wAS tELlin thE whole sCh bOut thE incidEnt oN sAt.
itZ likE thE caSe is cloSEd..
ms oW pUniSheD us..
mS tEn rAtionAliSEd thE situAtiOn with uS..[at leAst it wAs goOd rAtioNalE]
dEn thiS mOrniN ...
thAt fReakin lAdy hAf to hUmiliAtE uS..
wAnnA suE hEr fOR slAnder lO..
nV evEn fOUnd oUt thE whOle tRuth dEn stArt aDdreSsin thE scHOol..
itZ sO unpRofeSsiOnAl..
why cAn't thE scH tAke thE blAme fOR it instEad..
thE sch iS jUst tOo cAught uP witH acHieVin rEsuLtS in evErythiN..
thAt thEy nEgleCtEd oUR sOCial etiQuEttE..
sO why nOt rEfleCt uPon uRsElF fiRst...
alwAys pUshIng thE blamE tO othErs..
whAt kIndA vAluEs u impARtin tO thE sch mAnz..
aniwAe..
dOublE chEm wAs pRetty rElaxin..
a mAthz a boRe..
phySics sAd..[bARelY paSsed my tESt]
e mAthZ anothEr bREeZe..
dEn it wAS rEceSs..
atE nOOdlEs..
dEn wEnt tO chAnge..
bUn uP my hAiR..
mR quEk coMmeNtEd thAt i lOok mothErly..
thAt's pRetty bAd..[considErin thE fAct thAt mothErhOod iS at leAst 9 yEArs awAy..]
aniwaE..
evErytHIn hAppEneD sO fAst..
it wAs thE lONgeSt 12 mIn i evEr haD in thAt hAll..
wAs shivErin whEn rHapsOdy stArtEd..
bUt wAs moRe confiDent aS sOon thE piEce con't..
by lOCh anD moUntAin wAs gReat..
jAc dId a gREat sOlo..
fElt thE awARd waS wEll dEservEd..
thAt's why i shEd my prEciOus tEars ..
hA..
liKe thiS iS thE firSt timE i criEd in thE wHolE yeAr lA..
fiRst pERson i cAlled hQ..[sEe u sO prIvilegE]
dEn cAllEd wF...[muSt bE shOck rIght]
dEn paRent wAs shOck thAt i cRied...
'nv sEe u cRy onE..dEn bCos of thiS dEn cRy...'
sIS sHockEd thAt i cRied toO..
aCtualLy i quitE shoCk lA..
coZ evEn tHOugh i wAnnA tOUch gOld..
i nV daRe tO thiNK toO mucH oF it..
nOw thAt itz aChiEvEd..
i thINk thE fEeLIn iS rEal gOOd..
lovE thE dAy...[nO mAtter hoW suCky thE moRnin wAs!]=)

onE mOre dAy!!!

2005-04-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

bAnd mEmbERs..
wE aRe bOut 18hours and 30 mins to our syF 2005..
=)
wAsn't reAlly fEelin gOod...[physically aNd mEntAlLy]
dEn mR chEw cAme..
sUddENly a glimmEr oF hOPe..
hAhAz..
fEel mORe coNFidEnt whEn hE rAn thRu thE piECeS..
lEt's dO ouR bESt...!!!=)
tOdAy cE mAdE mE thiNk aLot..
gOnnA lIve by sOme prIncIpLeS thAt i hAf sEt..
hAhAz..
sOUndS zEn..
a mAthz wAs a bLur..
chinESe wAs shOckin..
wIth a tESt nExt fRi..
gEog anD lit wAs a brEeZe...[cOs wAsn't pAyiN attEntIOn]
dOUbLe phySicS wAs slAck..
dOuble eNg waS stREssfUl..
cOz i hAf timE lEft fOR thE suMmARy..
bUt cAn't dO it cOs wE duN hAf thE quEStion..
anD i cAn't writE it iN hAlf hOUr.
itZ insAne mANz..
chEm waS kinDa oKi..
bUt tMr doUblE pERioD..
goNnA bE scARy..
dEn aFter rEcEss i wIll bE ofF to prEpaRe fOR thE bIg eVent=)
lEft scHoOL rEal lAtE toDAy..
hAlf paSt 7 whEn i leFt..
dAd sOccER...
wF sOccEr...
whAt a coiNcidEnCe..
rEach hOme pAst 8..
hAD bAbi pOntEh...
dEn atE tWo oRangEs..[addIctiOn bAck]
tEsted my bRo's onDeh onDeh..
hE's prEparIn fOR a hOMe-eD tESt tmR..
hAhAz..
wEll..
tMr's jUdgEmEnt dAy...
alL thE bEst!!!=)

pFt

2005-04-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

hMmZz...
tOdAy i sUppoSe cAN bE coNsidEreD lUCky..
cOs i mAnAgE tO rUn thE 2.4kM rUn b4 thE rAin bEgAn..
at leAst i dUn hAf tO bothEr bOut it fOr at lEast a yeAR...
cAN't bEliEvE i tIRed eVen b4 thE i bEgan thE seConD rOUnd..
bUt luCky my tImin iMprovEd..
dEn itZ bEen a lOng tiME sINce i wAlkEd iN thE rAin..
rAn liKe cRazy wItH wL..
sO fArNIe lO..
cOz aFtEr wAitiN fOR wHIle..
it wAs nOt pOurin thAt heAviLy..
haD tO rEtuRn scHooL..
tRy oN oUR neW uNI..
i hAf tO wEar thE pAntZ dAMn hIgh lO..
sO sUa gU..
hOpE thAt thE blAzEr fItZ weLl..
oR elSe i wIll eNd uP lOokin lIke rEtArd mANz..
i gueSs thE dAy bEgan quitE oK..
hAd dOUblE e mAthZ..
dEn chI...[wHIch wAS oF cOURSE sLAck]
dEn camE phySicS..
liKE fREe pERioD likE thAt...
cOz i sOrtA dId moSt of thE wB Q..
dEn p.E..
dIdn't plAy thAt gAMe..
lOokEd fUn thOUgh..
dEn it wAs wAtERmEloN fOr rEcESs..
dUnNOe hoW i cAn sURvIVE mAn..
[i reAlise tOday's entRy lOtSa 'dEn']
lIt wAs prEttY oK..
dOublE enG..
aiN't gOnnA fOrgEt whAt hApPEnEd..
kAna pUnishEd..
fOR nOt doiN cLosE pAssAgE..
dId 30 puSh-uPs on thE frEakIn hOt gRound..
hAf sEvERal abRAsIons oN my knEeS...anD pAlmZ toO..
sO piSs oFf mAn..
dOUblE a mAthZ wAS a bLUr..
wE dEciDed tO dO a cOUntdoWn on thE laSt 10 mINs..
it paSt rEal quiCk lO..
wEnt hOMe by mysElf aGAIn..
dAd anD wF unavAilAblE..
hAd thE lOngESt wAlk tO thE mRt..
my rIght aDomEn hUrtS rEal bAdly..
pRactiCally cRawLing tO thE stAtIOn..
hAd my diNnER..
fiSh sOUp...fRieD chiX anD mIxEd vEg..
gOnnA tAke a hOt sHOwEr.
fEelIn dAmn 'cLoudY'..
2 moRe dAyz tO syF 2005

horriBle

2005-04-11T19:08:00.000-07:00

whAt shAlL i sAy bOUt todAy...
hAf lOtSa tHIng tO sAy...
wEll..
tHe dAy stARtEd witH sS lEctuRe..
aNd lD wAs plOttIn rEvEngE...[cOs i sAid hEr anD hK]
dEcidEd tO pOkE fUn at mE anD mK..
hOw intErEStIn..
lOl..
at leAst i hAf nOthin tO woRry bOUt..
shE's juSt kIddIn..
anD bOth i aNd hEr knOw wHy...
lOl..
dEn hAd chIneSe..
chEng yU kAo chA...[qUitE cONfidEnt bOut it..at leASt i stUdiEd]
dEN wAs a mAthZ..
duNnoe whY hE's nV abSent b4..
nO stRess...nO ntH...
preSent evErytImE..[wOnder whY hE's bAldIn dEn]
dEn it wAs lit..
shE dId nOt sCOld uS whEn shE cAme In..
shE jUz aSk uS tO gO to thE paRaDE sQuarE aFtEr thAt periOd..
sO wE wEre bEing shOutEd anD scOldEd at In thE pARaDe sQuarE..
i wAs thiNkin mOre bOut fOod aCtuaLly.
anD hOw unrEasOnAblE fOr hEr to scOLd uS...
anD moRe iMpt..
dEpRivEd mE oF fOOd..
wE hAD tO pEn a 500-wORd rEflEctioN..
diD mOst oF it dURiN thE fRee phySics peRiOd.
dEn it wAs dOublE lit..
tOt shE wAS gOnnA giF uS thE unSeeN..
bUt iN thE enD shE pOstpOnE it tiLl nExt sSp..[itZ thE 2nd tiMe shE pOstpoNEd it alrEady]
dEn wE hAD e mAthZ..
fAileD thE vEctoR quiZ terrIBly..
hAd 1 mArk oNLy..
itZ thE fiRst tEst i fAilEd sO bAdlY thiS yR...
bUt i adMIt itZ my own wRongdOIngs..
dIdn't leArnt fRom my miStAkE..
dEn eNg cAmE..
fOUnd oUt thAt thE dEbAte dAte cAnnOt bE chAnged..
dAt meAnS 4 oUttA 5 oF thE tEAm cAnnOt mAke it..
bUt i bElieVe thOsE tAkin ovEr wOUld bE aBle tO dO it..
dEn cAme gEog tEst..
thE paRt i lOokeD thRu b4 thE tESt camE uP..
hOPefUlly i arGuEd it cORrEctly..
dEn i wiLl bE quitE coNfidEnt oF it..
wEnt tO attEnd thE pEraK fiEld trIP's rEheArsAl..
kIndA embARrAssIng..
cOs itZ a poEm rEcitAl..
anD itZ nOt pRo-wrIttEn..
gOnnA mAke a mOCkEry oUtta mySelf..
nOw i am homE..
cAmE bAck mysElf..
dAd stiLl at wOrK..
wF hAvin sOccEr coMp..
anD i hAf eAtEn my bRunCh oR haD my tEa-bReak!!!

sUndAy..

2005-04-10T13:47:00.000-07:00

tImE rEalLy fLIeS...
aNd itZ sUndAy aftErNoon..
sLePt thE mORnin awAy...
wokE uP aNd hAd a tUnA bUn..
dEn had sEafOod sOuP fOr luncH..
fIsh iN it agAIn..
hMmZZ...
wEnt oUt almOst tHE wHOle dAy yeStErdAy..
hQ cAmE ovER fOr 'pRojECt'..
apParENtLy nOthin mUCh wAs dOnE...
dEn my pAreNts sENt uS tO thE dBS aRtZ cEntRal..
fOR thE tWelFth nIght plAy..
pREttY gOod..
fEStE wAs rEAlly hAndSOmE..
othEr thAn thAt i guEss it wAs rAthEr bOrin..
bUt itZ bEtTa dEn r&J..
wE haD aIr cOn at thE veRy leASt..
aNd thE aCtorS waS oF a bEttA cAlibRe..
dEn wAlk tO clArk quAy with hQ...lI dAn anD elvIna..
mEt wF at thE mRt..
wENt tO hAf diNnER at paStAmAniA..
stUpid Ppl tO gIf uS a plAce on thE 'oUtsidE'..
wHere eVerybOdy wAs wAlkin pASs..
dEn wAlk all thE wAy tO oRchARd mRt tO tAke a tRaIn..
shOuld hAf wAlk tOwArds dhOby ghAut..
dEn toOk a tRAin tO hABouRfRont dEn bAck tO sENgkAng..
alL bCos oF gEttIn a sEat..
hEe..=)
pARentS pIck mE UP at cOmpaSs pOint..
sIs mAdE me bUy fRozEn stRawbErrY fROm MOSsy..
dEn wENt hOmE..
oNly tO fAll aSleEp on thE sOfA..
wOKe uP coUGhin rEAl bAdly...[doN't kNow whY..]
dEn wEnt tO bAthE anD stArtEd rEadin AngElS and dEmons
aNd aGain i fEll aSleEp rEAdin thE stORy bOok anD mSGIn wF..
wOKe uP pAst mIdnIght..
onLy tO fInd sO mAny mSges iN thE iNbOx..
bUt coN't tO mSg uNtil feLl aSlEep tiLl i woKe uP thiS moRning...=)
whAt a pIg...

pFt..

2005-04-08T20:07:00.000-07:00

hAhA..
fEeLin sO tIreD..
aLl cOs oF thE nAfA..
oNLy mAnAgEd tO gEt A fOr thE shUttLe rUn aNd pUll-uPs..
i aCtUalLy dId 20 lE..
dEn i heARd thE bAnd Ppl sAy 'oNe mOrE...oNe moRe..'
dEn thE sPortS leAder nV tEll mE stOp..
sO i cON't anD cON't..
uNtil i wAs sO dRainEd oUt whEn i stOPpEd aFtEr thE tIme iS uP..
aniwAe..
dId rEally bAdlY fOR thE stAndIn bRoAd jUmp...
bUt at leASt i mAnAgeD tO paSs..
kIndA hApPy bOut sIt-uPs..
cOs dId bOUt 28..
itZ likE i aM fReakin lAzy oN it dE..
i thInk tOdAy's leSsOn rEallY borIn..
sCrewEd uP thE chEm pRojECt's pPt..
itZ like tOtAlLy mEssEd uP..
mS yAM wAs lIke kINdA pIsS ofF..
bUt aniwAe..
fOUnd oUt bOUt thE dEbAtE mOtioN..
tHiS hOUse wOUld plAy gOd with gEnEs..
wE aRe oPp..
anD thE dAtE iS aCtualLy nExt fRi..
wHicH iS likE thE syF dAtE..
mOst pRob cAn't dEbAtE..
thE rESt oF thE dAy wAs a bOrE..
cHInESe sSp wAs uLtRa lOng..
dEn wEnt fOR bAnd..
dIdN't gEt a chAncE to eAt..
fOR twO cONsEcutivE dAys i mIss oUt on mAkAn..
lUckily tOdAy's rEcESs i atE a bURgEr..
wF's wAllEt fOUnD lE..
evErytHIn iNtAct..
sO lUcky..
tmR's thE tWelFth nIght plAy..
gOnnA gO dOwn tO DBS aRts cEntRe fOr thE pERfORmAncE..
lEt's hOPe thAt thE aCtoRs aRe hAndsOmE..
hAhAz

dEbAtE

2005-04-07T21:05:00.000-07:00

thE onLy rEasOn thAt i M hApPy aNd cRazy tOdAy...
cOz bRadbUry wOn thE dEbAtE...
hAhAz..
fElt thAt ForStEr wErE aCtualLy vEry stRong tOo..
bUt othEr dEn thAt..
fEeLin dAmn mOodY..
i onLy atE a wAfflE anD a wAtErmElon thE whOle dAy..
aNd oF cOUrSe 4 bOttlEs oF wAter...
a cUp oF cOfFee..
anD pInk guAvA dRink..
dEn cOme hOmE tO fiNd thAt itZ cUrry FISH..
lUckily gOt my fAv diSh..
tAu yU bAk...
sO eNdEd uP eAtIn thAt anD aRchAR oNLy..
hMmZz..
a mAthZ wAs a rEal bOrE..
mR aNg wAs bAck iN scH tOdAy..
dEn hAd gEog aNd lit..
aNd dEn had phySiCs..
i thiNk j.'s attItuDe dAmn baD lO..
gAf thAt kIndA fACe..
wHy iS shE liviN in sElf-dEniAl..
hAf nO idEa..
dEn wE hAd enG..
i dUn undErstAnd why mS oW so bIaS..
sAy i m rAciSt..
etC etC..
wHy cAn't eVerybOdy sEe thE iNnEr chArActEr iN eVeryBOdy..
cAn't stAnd it mAnz..
dId soMe rEflECtIonS tOdAy..
oN whAt hQ sAid..
i thInk i wEnt thRu eNufF fAilUrEs tO bE sICk oF it..
at thE vEry lEAst i tREasuRE whAtevEr rEsultS i attAin..
lEt's juSt hoPe my liFe wOuld bE bEttA..
itZ tiMe thAt i stOp fINdiN fAultS in evErybOdy..[nOt thAt i dO tO evEryonE lA]
or rAthEr thoSe pPl wHO gAf mE a bAd firSt iMprEssIOn..

fiNalLy

2005-04-06T20:12:00.000-07:00

yEstErdAy cOUldN't gEt tO bLog..
my iNtErnEt vERy slOw..
bUt aNIwAe..
at leAst i gEt tO dO it nOw..
kIndA pisS oF tOdAy..
mS oW cAllEd mE a rAciSt anD chEEnA-pOk..
wAh lAu..
aLl bEcOs oF thAt stUpiD dEbAtE mOtiOn..
lOokS lIke soMe pPl wEre indEed oFfeNdEd..
bUt a dEbAtE iS mEant tO bE oBjeCtiVe aNd nOt suBjEctivE..
iF thEy ONly thEy gEt it..
oR elSE fORgEt abOut dEbAtin iF eVerytHIn haS tO bE pOlitIcAlLy cOrReCt..
eVerybOdy haS sOme sItuAtIonS..
hAf tO leAve eARlY lA..
gOt enUff oF it siA..
itZ likE thEy nV sParE a tOt fOr thE othERs..
iF thEy cAn dO it...
dOeSn't mEan thE rESt arE aBLe tO..
i hAf bEen pIssIn lOng eNUff lE..
itZ liKe i ordErEd sO muCh fOR my lUnch..
dEpReSsIon..
bUt eNdEd uP gIVin mK thE eGg..
dIdn't fiNIsh soMemoRe..
cOz thE cUrry liKe gOt lEngkuAs...[bLuE gIngEr]
mR aNg dIdn't coMe fOr leSsOn lO..
tHInk thEy bEttA sPlit oUr claSs iNtO thE othEr 3 clAsseS..
wE arE dEfinItElY nOt goNna peRfoRm uP tO stAndARd..
aniwAe...
oUR pFt pOstPonE tO fRi..
gOnnA bE leSs eMbARrAssIn i hOPe..
wEnt hOmE by mysElf..
wF waS stiLl iN scHOol hAvIn tRainIn..
lOokS likE gOttA wAit tiLl wEekEndS..
fEelIn sO lEthARgIC..
nO intErESt iN cOMplEtIn my hOmEworK oR othEr stUff..
nEed thE brEAk fRom alL thESe

...

2005-04-04T20:40:00.000-07:00

i m kIndA gLAd..
my oRaNgE aDdiCtIon iS unDer cOntRol..
i hAf yEt tO toUch aN oRangE tOdAy...=)
i tHInk tOdAy vEry bOrin..
lEft hOmE eArlier..
aS jAc aSk mE tO gO eArliEr fOr a gRoup diScuSSiOn..
hmMz..
enDed uP wAitiN fOr thEm..
bUt at leASt i bUsiEd mysElf witH thE allEgEd chEng yU kAo chA..
i tOt thErE wAs..
apPaRentLy dUn hAf..
shOuldn't hAf wAstE my tiMe lAst nIght..
bUt aniwAe..
i dIdN't mINd cOz wAs mSgiN wF..
iF my pAreNts rEaliSed thAt i m stiLl mSgin sO muCh..
thEy wOUld pRobAblY bE bACk tO bEiN sUsPiciOUs..
hAhAz.
tOdAy hAf bEen a LITty day..
fOR thE veRy fAct thAt wE hAd 3 pErioDs oF it..
anD aN hOur oF lIt sSp..
i nEarly fELl aSleeP dUrin thE sSp pErioD..
suPEr uLtRa bOrin..
itZ likE rEpeAtin and rEpEAtin..
witH knOwlEdgE cOme powEr aNd aUthOrity..
iN sElf-dEniaL..
whAtevEr nOnsEnsE lO..
hAd a mAthZ sSp aLso lO..
wEnt tO asK mR pAng a queStiON..
hE reAlly cAn't eXplaIN lO..
mEbbE hE uNprEparEd bA..
aniwAe..
hAd thAt disCussIOn aFtEr scH..
soMe1 criEd..
i sOmetimEs cAnnOt stAnd pPl cRyiN..
i admIt i paRtly at fAult fOR mAkin thE pERsOn cRy...
sorrIE..
bUt i thINk itZ tOtAlly uNcaLled fOr..
wEnt tO thE stUdY cORnER tO wAit fOR my pARents tO fEtcH mE..
yIngxIan wAs nIcE eNuff tO heLP mI witH a mathZ..
mAnaGEd tO fINish it..
hAd dInnER oF fish [whICh i hAd leSS thAn a sPoonfUL oF]
bAk kUt tEh...[vEry sAltY...coZ nObOdy wEnt to tAstE it]
anD lOng bEans...[thE chIlli chILli dE]
anD my fAv. aRchAr..
dEn hAd hUn kUeh...
my mAid tRied oUt thIs rEcIPE..
rEally goOd..
witH plEnty oF jAckfrUIt..
hmMmzz..
thiNk i goNnA gO bAthE..
sO i cAn stArt my rEviSion oF physIcS..
bUt i thINk i wiLL bE reaDin INstead...
cOs hAf nO dEtErmInAtIOn and coNceNtrAtIOn tO stUdy..
wOUld rAthEr rElAx mysElf...=)

oRanGe aDdiCtIon iS bAck..

2005-04-03T17:42:00.000-07:00

kIndA lAme tItLe tO bEgIn witH..
hAd aLrEadY eAtEn tWo oRanGes aFtEr lUnCh..
thAt's wHen i rEaliSEd i hAd thE rUns...
eVeRytImE aFtEr eAtIn oraNgEs...
i woUld nEed thE tOIlEt..
cOiNcIdEnCe...??
i guESs nOt..
bUt i shAll tESt my tHeoRy aFteR dInnEr..
**
tHIs mOrnIn wOkE uP rEal eARly at bOut 8+..
nV awOkE sO eArly oN sUndAy bEfoRe..
hAd tO mEet uP fOr sOme dIscUssIonS at mAc at 9.30a.m
itZ wAs oK...
mAnAgEd tO leAve bOut 11+..
dEn oN thE wAy tO thE mRt..
dRop by thE iNtErchAngE tO chEck oUt lOst-aNd-fOUnD..
stiLl uNabLe tO fInd wF's wAlLEt..
lOokS lIke thE chAncEs oF fiNdIN it iS gEttIn sLImmER eAch dAy...
quitE a hUgE loSs..
wEnt tO thE libRary aFtEr thAt..
tO gEt soMe boOkS..
nEEd tO rEad somEthIn tO kEep mysElf oCcUPiEd..
rEad a bOok fRom lUnch tiLl noW..
nOt dOin aLl thE iMPt stUff..
thINk i am tAkin tHIngS tOo eAsy fOr nOw..
wOndER iF i shOUld gO ruN..
bUt i toO lAzy..
i tHInk my bRo's rEAllY sEt oN bEing a chEf..
hE actUallY coNviNcEd my mAid aNd mOthEr tO mAke oNdEh-oNdEh..
it tAstEd hOrriBlE lA..
thE prEviOus tiMe hE mAde soMethiN..[soMe tApIoCa cAke]
it wAS stiLl eDiblE..
fOR thE faCt thAt my whOle fAmiLy oF 9 atE it..
i gAf uP aFtEr thE sEcond bItE thOUgh.
dAd finIshEd it fOR mE..
i gueSs thE othErS juZ diDn't wAnnA disApPoInt hiM..=)
gonNa bAck tRack tO yeStErdAy..
oFfiCialLy wOke uP at 1300..
i wAs stiLl aSlEep whEn hUiqi mSg to aSk mE bOUt thE chEm pRojeCt..
shE cAMe ovEr tO my plAce tO gEt thE pPt dONe..
whEn i wEnt tO mEet hEr at coMpASs pOint...
shE aCtuallY wAlkEd paSt mE..
sO fArniE..
shE gOt a rUde shOck...
hAhAz..
aniwAe...
my pAreNtS seNt hEr bAck..
iNtEndiN tO gO bOwLin aFtEr thAt...
bUt coUldn't bOok a lAnE..
dAd dON't like wAitiN dE..
sO eNdEd uP with thE iNtEntIOn tO plAy mAhjOng..
iN thE eNd..
dIdn't gEt tO plAy mAhjOnG..
dId mAthZ hOMEwoRk tiLl boUt 0200..
mSgin wF at thE sAmE timE..
fOr thE vEry fIrSt tiMe hE feLl aSlEeP whIle mSgin mE the prEviOus night...
[it hAs alwAyz bEen thE cAse oF mE fAlLIn asLEep=)]
thiNk hE kindA tiRed oUt fRom sO mANy trAinINgs..
witH thE sOcCer cOmp roUnd thE coRnERs..
hAiz..
syF 2005 iS oNly likE 12 dAyz awAe..
itZ sO fAst..
dEn aFtEr thAt i aM prActICaLly fRee..
fReE tO stUdy..
dAd eNcoURAgEd mE tO gEt a stUdY gRoup..
sO cAn hElp onE anOthER..
hmmZz..
thInk i gOt aN iDeaL gRoup..
wOndEr iF my dAd wiLl gEt a sHOck whO's iN it..
hAhAz...
*gOttA gO gEt my rEst oF my hW doNe..uPdAtE whEn i hAf thE timE =)

aPril fOol dAy

2005-04-01T22:23:00.000-08:00

hApPy BiRthdAy pEiwEn anD cAroLyn...
i thInk thEy hAf a rEally sPecIal birtHdAy siA..
tOdAy'S lEssOn bEgAn wIth chEm..
lUckIly wE diDn't hAf tO prESeNt tOdAy.
itZ likE sO uNprEpaReD dE lO..
wE vOluntEerEd tO dO oN fRitZ hAbEr..
dEn thE rESt oF thE dAy sO borIn..
phySiCs...a mAthZ...gEog...eL..
dEn hAd chI sSp..
mDm lAu'S leSson tHis wEeK..
dEn it wAs sEctIonAls...
hA..
kIndA sLaCk..
kIndA stRangE duRin pRac tOdAy..
cOs tR cOUlDn't gEt thE bAR riGht..
dEn mE anD sH tRieD uSin sO mAny styLEs..
dEn stAyEd iN tHe bAnd rOom uNtil pARentS' dAy bEgaN...
tIm eR tOt mE anD aLviN tOgEthEr..[wF...dUn tHink anIthIn bOut it...itZ rEaLly nOthIn!!!]
fOr gOodnESs sAke...
i aM a LOYAL pERsOn...
aND tO szE hUi..
i aM NOT iNtErEStEd iN nC gUyZ..
i aM a LOYAL pERsOn..
hAhAz..
tO thOsE wHo kNow whAt i mEaNt...
gOod fOr yA..
tHOsE wHo dUn..
juSt rEmEmbEr...LOYALTY..
hAhAz..
i gOt a shOck lO..
mS tiNg eXpEctS mE tO gEt 7-8 pOiNts fOr thE O's..
tO mE..
i guESs shE wiLl bE diSaPpoIntEd..
oR rAthEr hEr eXpeCtAtIonS arE jUst tOo hIgh..
aNiwAe..
hAd mEe-pOh tA fOR dInNer..
nIce siA..
gUeSS my oRanGe aDdiCtIon iS unDEr cOntRol..
onLy atE aN oRanGE sO fAr..
tHInk i gOnnA gO bAthE lE..
bLoG aGain iF i cAn=)

***

2005-03-31T04:31:00.000-08:00

sOmEthIn iS rEalLy wRong wIth mE...
i hAf a bIg aPpEtitE tOdAy..
i atE lUnch at tWo plUs..
dEn wAs hUngRy at 1530..
wEnt oPp. tO gEt cOFfEe fOR mR chEw..
sO thAt i cOUld gEt mysElf a bUn..
dEn eVen bEforE bAnd pRac eNds..
i aM hUngRy agAin..
hAd liKe cURry fOR dINnEr..
a plAtE oF riCe..
pLus 2 sLiceS oF bREad..
dEn mY oRanGE aDdiCtIOn's bAck..
hAd liKE 3 oRAnGes iN leSs thAn 10 mIn..
at thE mOmeNt..
i dUn sEe thE alLeRgIc rEactIOn i hAd a yEAr bAck..
hAvin sWollEn liPs..
aNd thE doC aCtualLy sAid i hAd tO dRinK thRu a stRaw fRom thEm oN..
obvIOuSly i dId nOt hEed thAt aDviCe lA..
nEEd to dEvElOP thE imMunitY..
lOl..
i guESs tOdAy's lEssOn wAs uLtRa bOrin..
chINese chEng yU kAo chA wASn't thAt bAd..
coZ it wAs a eAsiER fOrmAt..
aniwAe..
tmR's pArentS' dAy..
aND my pAreNts hAf tO sEe mS lIE..
kiNdA stRaNge cOz shE hAs nV tAught mE..
anD my dAd dOesn't reAllY uNdERstAnd chInESe..
sO i thINk i bEttA aSk fOr a chAngE...
hEe...
gOnNa hAf tO ruSh oUt my bOok rEviEw..
i aM sO dEad..
hAf nOt tOUch it..
aIn't gOnNa dO FOE.. [dUn rEallY unDerStAnd thE lAngUaGe]
bUt dOin cArriE..by StEphEn kIng..
kInda gOod stOry..
kIndA spOoky anD cAn eAsiLy rElAtE tO it..
**
yEStERdAy cOUlDn't bLog...
somE prOb wIth thE sitE i suPpoSe..
wEnt bACk aFtEr sEeiN mS oW..
stIll cOUld nOt fInd wF's wAllEt..
fOUnd oUt thAt hE's hP siM cArd wAs iN it tOo..
sO kIndA bIg lOss..
lEt's hoPe thAt soMe kInd soUl wiLl rEtuRn it..
wEnt tO thE libRary tO get cARriE..
bUt cOUldn't lOcAtE it..
sO wEnt hOMe wIth wF..
it sEems liKe alL ouR sCheDulE clASh...
aNd oNLy wEd's a fRee dAy..

tUeSdAy...290305

2005-03-29T20:37:00.000-08:00

fiNally mR aNg bAck iN sCh..
aPParEntly hE wAs dOwn wIth sOme sErioUs fLu..
aNIwAe..
hAd thE chEng yU kAo chA..
dIdN't kNow thE fORmAt likE thAt dE..
inSErtEd aLl thE wRonG phRasEs..
thE rEst oF thE dAy hAd bEen rAthEr bOrin..
chEm tESt's a dIsAstER..
bUt aNIwAe..
wEnt fOr bAnd..
haD a bItE oF dOughnUt bEforE thAt tHOugh..
cAn't bEliEve thAt oNe oF sEc 1 jUnioR sAy mY sEction sUck ..
wEll..
shE SUCKs eVen mOrE..
cAn't stAnd it mAnz..
bUt sZe hUi wAs mOre aNgRy thAt i aM..
hAiz...
lEt's jUz hOpe thAt tMr wiLl bE a bEttA dAE..
gOttA bAthE...dO hW..
aLl eNjoy thE rESt oF thE eVenIn..[juSt tRynA coMfOrt mysElf=)]

gUeSt iNstRuctOr..=)

2005-03-28T19:30:00.000-08:00

tOdAy hAd bEen a fUn dAy..
fOr thE fAct that wE hAd a gUest iNstRuctOr..
hE's sO kAwAii..[cUtE]
hAhAz..
bUt wEll..
hE's at leASt 4 tImeS my aGe..
hE dIdN't pUt oN aNy aiRs deSpitE hIs gReat rEp. ..
rEallY aDmiRE hIm..
at leASt it haS bEen eFfeCtiVe..
nOt wAstiN thE fACt thAt sS tESt wAs poStpoNe foR tWo hoUrS..
aiN't rEally coNfidEnt boUt thE tESt thOUgh..
dUn eVen nOe whAt i wAs wrItiN..
tOt i wAs wrItIn a dEbAtE sPeech inStead..
heEz..
aNiwAe..
jUst gOt bAck fRom a rUn..
mAnAGed tO cONvincE mysElf thE imPoRtAncE oF it..
uSEd tO jOg evEry wEek dAy eVenIn..
bUt stOppEd eVer sINcE thE imPlEmEntAtIOn oF thE fIvE-dAy wEek..
wAs suPpoSed tO rUn yESteRdAy..
bUt thE tEmptAtiOn tO eAt kWay ChAp wAs gReAtER..
=)
hMmZz.
hAveN eAtEn my lUNch..
sO i gUess i gOnnA hAf a lARgER pORtIOn oF diNnEr..
itZ fiSh..
sOooo duN likE it..
tHInk i wiLl tAke thE vEg onLy..
**
wEnt tO thE iNtErchAnge..
cOUldn't fINd wF's wAllEt..
mEbbE at tAmPinEs iNtERchAnGE?
shAll sEe..
goNnA stArt wOrkin oN my cHem lAtEr..
hAf a tESt tO stUdy..
thInk i goNna fLUnk it..hEe

eASter sUndAy!!!

2005-03-27T16:21:00.000-08:00

tOdAy's eASter..
aNd aLso sEniOR wOng'S BiRthdAy..
lol..
tO thiNK shE's 17 aNd stiLl bUllYin mE..
at lEAst i m nOt sO boRed duRin pRac..
gOt sOmebOdY to tAlk tO..
i woUld cOnsIdeR mysElf wAkin rEal eArly agAin..
at 11+ lO..[cOz i uSuAllY aWakE at bOut 1+...?? on wEekEndS]
plAyeD mAhjOng witH bRo tilL boUt 1..
cAn't bEliEve i lOst 2 oUttA 4 rOUndS..
aFtEr lUnCh..
gOnnA hAF tO stArt oN whateVer hW i hAF yEt tO cOMplEte..
dEn stARt stuDyin SS..
cHInEse...chEng yU kAo cHa..
cHem..
sO mAny..
bUt kindA lOokin fOrwARd tO tMr..
soME jAp gUy cUMin tO hElp uS witH ouR coMp pieCes..
lOok fOrwARd tO leArnIN sOMethIN nEw..=)
bUt cAn't bEliEVe thAt coS oF thAt...
wE hAf to tAke oUr tESt aftEr that..
woUldn't bE aBLe tO coNCentRAte so wEll..
wORriEd bOUt tESt..
dIdn't gEt tO gO oUt yESteRdAy..
wOUld hAf lUv tO cAtch a mOviE..
bUt foR noW..
i juSt hAf to wAit tiLl eveRythIN coOls..
anD pAreNts stOP bEing sO sUspiCiouS..
hAhA..
cOs mY siS iS eVen stArtIn tO quEStIOn mE..
bUt i guEss i wOUldn't bE tElLin my pARentS aNytiME soOn..
pERhaPs i woUld tEll my sIs..
oN aCcouNt thAt shE tolD mE tOo..
sO mEbBe aFteR thE O's...=)
thAt'S wHy sOmEtimEs..
i thInk my fRiends kNow mOrE thAn my fAmiLy..
lol..
i jUst hOpe fOR thE bESt mAnz...
cOnceNtRatE oN my lOng tErm gOaL..
gEt iNtO thE sAme uNi aS wF...=)
**
thInk i gOnnA hAf aN eXtrA lOng bLog fOR toDay..
cURrEntlY tAkiN a brEak fRom stUdyIn..
oR rAthEr juSt rE-wrItIn nOtez fOr sS..
hAf yEt stuDiEd chIneSe..dId gEOg...writtEn bOok rEviEw..
siMply sLacKin..
hAd my tEa bREak oF duRiAn anD oRanGes..
i hAf bEen hAvin thEsE thIng fOR oRanGE thEse tWo dAys..
hAd likE 6 orAngES in lEss thAn 36 hOuRs..
anD to tHink thAt tHe dOc sAy my skin vEry sEnsitiVe to sOur stufF..
aNd i hAvEn eAtEn oRangEs iN a vEry lOng tImE..
fEel likE goIn fOr a rUn..
bUt tHInk gOnnA pOstpOnE it tiLl tMr..
coZ i wiLl bE goIn oUt foR diNnER..
it wiLl bE toO muCh a hAsslE to gO thRu..
my lUnch wAs prEtty gOod..
suPposE to hAf rOchOR mEe...
bUt mInE's thE pOrk vErsIOn..[cOs i cAn't tAke sEafOod witH my skIn coNditiOn wOrsEnInG]
sUpeRb mAnz..
hAd likE sAmbAl tImUn..
my fAmily's fAv..
thEre wAs a pOint iN timE thAt wE onLy atE dAt dUrin CNY etC..
my guESs my dAd reAlly likE thAt aNd rEquESted to hAf it..
itZ goOd bEin iN a pErAnAKaN fAmiLy..
eAtin dIshEs rIch iN spIcEs..
anD lotSa chIlli..
bUt i stiLl duN likE lEng gUAs anD lEmOn gRaSs..[bLUe ginGer]

nEw dAy...=)

2005-03-26T12:27:00.000-08:00

wOke uP sO eArly tIs mOrNIn...
bOut 10..
jUst tO hAf my fAv. bAk kUt tEh..
it tASted rEaL gOod cOs itS bEen a lOng tImE sInCe i atE it..=)
bUt thInk thEy iNcReasEd thE priCe...[cOst uS $26.60 fOr 4 pPl]
bUt i tHInk itZ wOrtH it tO pAy iF thE fOod iS grEAt..
pARentS alwAys tAlk abOut quAlity oF foOd..
dEy hAf rAthER hIgh stAndARd oF foOd..
sO alwAys eNd uP at thE sAme plACe..
IvIn's...(pEraNaKan fOOd)
jAlAn tUa kOng aNd eLiAS...(zI chAR)
wAtErLOo...(kWay chAp)
tIonG bAhrU...(vEgEtariAn...yOng tAu hU...chee kWay...)
mAxweLl...(pOrriDgE)
tEkKa mArkEt..(bRiyAni)
thE liSt gOeS oN mAnz..
thInk i livE tO eAt..
gO hOlidAy aLsO lOok foR gReat foOd b4 anIthIN..[exCept shOppIn lA]
...
shOuldn't jUst tAlk bOut foOd..
hEez..
thInk thiS weEk hAS bEen rAthER rElaXin..
nOthin mAjoR hAPpeNed..
nO tESts..
thOugh thE nExt weEk iS fiLleD with it..
hAF a paRents' dAy oN aPriL fOolS' dAy..
hOw iNtERestIn..
aPparEntLy mY mUm dOEsn't wAnnA gO..
dAt mEans my dAd wIll bE thERe..
gOsh..
gonNa bE stRAngE..
iF chI tEAcheR goNna tAlk tO hiM..
dEn itZ likE chICken anD dUck tAlkIn..
dEn prObABly my dAd gOnnA coMplAin bOut mE..
wF lOst hiS wAllEt..
kInda sAd bOUt it lO..
thiNk gonnA hElP hIm lOok foR it...
alL hIs iMpt stUff inSidE..
hAven gOt a chAncE tO mEet alL weEk..
tRaiNin gOt poStpoNeD...
bUt guEss tEch cAn mAke uP foR it..
iNtErnEt...hP...blA bLa bLa..
gOnna stARt on mY hW anD stUdiES after i tAke a bREak..
thE bRunCh hAf yEt tO bE digEstEd...=)
hAPpy eASteR...=)

hAiZ...

2005-03-17T16:33:00.000-08:00

i gUeSs my bLog hAs bEen rAthEr pEssImiStiC..
thAt'S hoW my dAd thiNk i vIew my inStrUctOr...
i aM soRriE tO sAy...
bUt thErE's sEriOuSlY nO pRofEssIonAliSm iN hIm at aLl..
wAlKin oUt on uS fOr thE 6tH tImE..
anD eAch tIme oUr lEadER gO chASiN aFtER hIm..
oNLy rEtuRn tO tAlk tO uS bOUt it..
i dUn rEalLy aPprEcIatE thEir eFfoRt In dOin sO..
cOs i dUn bLamE thE mEmbErS..
tHOsE pPl wHO oUght tO bE scOldEd aRe alrEAdy nOt thERe..
sO wHy bOthER scOldIn thE rESt..
jUst dAmpEnS thE sPirit eVEn mOre..
it jUst aIN't hElPin lO..
**
bEcOz of thAt i quaRreLled with wF..[a sQuabBle rAthER]..
alL bEcoZ oF a mOviE..
bUt at leASt wF aIN't aNgry..
hAd lUnch anD diD sOme hW tOgEthEr..
wAs niCe tO aCcOmpAny mE bAck..
althOugh wF hAd to pAck stuff aNd gO fOR sOccER chAlEt..
fElt bAd siA...

sIck aNd tiReD

2005-03-12T21:25:00.000-08:00

i tHiNk yEstErdAe wAs aNothER hoRribLe dAe..
fOr thE vEry fACt thAt y* cRiEd agAin..
eVery tImE thE iSsuE iS bRougHt uP..
shE's lIkE thAt..
i dOn't rEally kNow hOw tO rEAct aNymoRe..
whEthER juSt tO sUbmIt tO hEr..
oR tO stAnd uP fOr whAt i bEliEve iN..
gUeSs thE frIeNdsHIp iS rEAllY tESteD...
-
wOkE uP pASt tWelvE agAin..
dEn wEnt witH mUm tO nGee Ann City..
wEnt tO thE liBrARy @ oRchARd..
kinDa nIcE..
hEe..
dEn dAd pIckeD uS uP tO hAF diNnEr at tUa kOng..
gRanNy waS coMplAinIn tO uS oN hOw mY unClE hIt my cOUsIn..
gUEss thAt rEally chAngEd thE wAy i vIeW oF hIm..
itZ sHOcKin tO heAr thAt..
hOpE mY cOusiN iS tAkin it wEll..

...

2005-03-07T19:01:00.000-08:00

i m dAmn piSs oFf..
my pRevioUs bLog iS dElEted..
fUrthErmorE..
tOday hAs bEen a hEll oF a dAy..
hOng lAo shi nOt iN sChoOl aGain..
i soMe hOw fEel thAt hiS aBsEnCe iS lOngEr thAn hIs prEsenCe..
aniwAe..
k**tH mAde xF cRy tOdAy..
i dEtEst gUys wHo mAkE girlS cRy mAnz..
sImplY uNgEntlEmaNly..
and it wAs hIs fAult sOmemoRe..
bUt i aPplauD thE e5 gUys fOr stAndin uP foR thEir cLassmAte =)
gUesS mY clASs pPl woUld nV dO it..
thE gUyz woUld pRobAbly jUst stARt luFfin..
aFtEr sCh...
mE *lv*N aNd r*g dEciDed tO lOok fOr ouR fEmalE t-I-c..
rEgARdIn oUR uNi..
itZ likE shE's tOtAllY rIdicUloUs..
sAy..'wE aRe nOt nOt dEaf...wE cAn hEAr yA coNcErns..'
the clASsiC oNE...'mE anD mR *nG dEciDEd nOt tO gO ahEad wIth iT...bUt wE aLsO fElt thAt u nEeded thE chANge'..
itZ obvIOusly tRyin to fuLfIll soMebOdy's rEquESt...
tOtAllY nO bAck-bOne..
i nOw cAn onLy hOpe thAt thE P. wOuld dIsaPpRovE..
wE hAf nO wAy oUt nOw...
i hAf nOthiN tO mOtivAtE mE iN b*nd lE..
thErE's nOthin eXcEpt dIsAPpoIntmEnt eAch tImE..
i thInk i jUst wAnnA cOncEntRatE oN my stUdiEs... =)

21st fEb...

2005-02-21T01:30:00.000-08:00

itZ bEen tWo wEekS sIncE i lASt bLogGeD..
dOn't rEally kNow whY i hAf bEEn sO lAzy...
gUeSs i m jUst pHyscIcaLly aNd mEntAlLy eXhAustEd...
hAd a cM iN thE mOrnIn...
sO dIdN't hAF my dAily dOse oF bLaCk cOfFeE..
fElt rEalLy sLeePy..
lUckIly hAd p.E tO stARt my mOrnIng..
bUt it mAdE mE rEAlLy stIcky..
hAd chinEsE aFtEr thAt aNd mR aNg aSk mE tO jOin thE 4E7's chInEse cLasS fOR sSp...
thInk i woUld pRefER mR nG's clASs..
tOdAy'S lEssOn wAs a tOrtUrE mAn..
sO fREaKin tIreD..
kEpt thInkin oF sLeePin...
bUt lucKily thEre wASn't aNy gEog sSp..
sO cOUld iMmEdiAtElY gO hOme aFter scHool..
bUt decidEd tO coMPlEtE mY e mAthZ...
alSo mAnAged tO coMplEte my nOveL..
StePhEn kIng'S cARrIE...
pRettY nIce bOok..
tOuchEs aLot of hOw dEtrImEntAl sOcietY iS..
kInda similAr tO gRass iS siNgIn's..
lEt's hOpe thE dAyS tO coME wilL pAss bY mOrE mEAnInfUlLy...=)
*hAPpy bIrtHdAy tO chAng sOon...!!!

=)

2005-02-07T23:57:00.000-08:00

i m sO hApPy..
cOs CNY 2005 is juSt bOUt 24 hOurs awAy..
cAn't wAit fOr it tO comE mAnz..
i tHInk tOdAy hAs itZ fAir shArE of diSaPpOintmEnt..
my hUmAnz pApEr iS hOpEleSs...
i dIdn't eVen kNow whAt i wAs writIn bOut..
duN thiNk i wiLl sCorE iN it...
heArd somE stuFf frOm hQ bOut hEr fEmAlE 'stAlkEr'..
it waS dAmn hIlaRiouS..
bUt i tHInk thE sitUation hAS gOnE toO fAr..
thAt pERsoN aCtualLy pUlLeD mE intO thE pIc..
gOsh..
i duN eVen kNow hOw i m invOlvEd in it..
shE claimEd thAt hQ is sOme wOrshippEr of mINe..
itz inSanE mAnz..
nOw hQ iS sO afrAiD of hEr..
i wiLl alwAys rEmembER thiS stalkER..
coZ i thInk in sEc 1/2...
shE pIckED a fIght with mE...
sO fInE lA...i qUarrElLEd bAck..
dEn iN thE enD eNd up cRyIn..
cAn't stAnd thIs soRta lOsERs mAnz...
wAnnA rEly oN sYmpathy..
eVer siNcE thEn..
i kEpt my diStaNcE from hER..
i juSt hAF a pRob wIth pPl with aTtituDe pRobLeM..
anD tRyiN to gAin attEntIon..
i tHInk i pity hEr...
coZ pERhaPS..
hEr faMily iSn't shOwin thE loVe and cOncERn shE requirE...
mEbBe thAt's thE whOle mIstAke bOut liFe...

4 mOrE dAyS tO cNy...=)

2005-02-05T07:31:00.000-08:00

hMmZz..
tOdAy hAs bEen a vEry iNtErEstIn dAy...
wEnt dOwn tO aMk lIbRaRy..
mAnAgeD tO gEt 2 bOokS...[oF whIcH i hAf nV hEard bOut thE aUthOR b4]
dEn i wEnt ovEr tO jAck'S plAcE anD hAd a tReat frOm mR wOng...[tOgEthER wItH thE rEst oF thE HYSE gRp]
hAd thE dEep-fRiEnd dOry..[thAt onE oF thE fEw fiSh i aCtualLy eAt cOs it dOEsn't tAstE likE fIsh=)]
wEnt wItH hQ...rEg...yC tO j8 fOr a rOunD oF shOpPin..
oNly mAnAgEd tO gEt my sOckS aNd a t-shIRt...
dEn mE anD hQ wEnt dOwn tO orchARd fAr eASt...
aFtEr dUnnOe wIndoW-shOpPin fOr hOw lOng..
bOught mY bAllEt sHoeS..[itZ wHItE...lOl]
bUt i aLsO gOt mysElf a sKiRt fORm PMK...
thEir bAg iS sO cUtE...[a miLk cArtOn]
i cAn't bEliEVe wE aCtuAlly wAlk aLl thE wAy fRom fAr eAst tO cInElEisUrE lO..
atE dInnEr at paStamAnIa..
hAd rEally a bAd stOmAchaChE...
thAt's thE seConD tiMe i atE at pAStAmAniA aNd hAD thE prOb..
tHInk i gOnnA staRt oN mY e mAthZ hW fiRst...
dEn gOnNa rEad my bOok... =)

11 dAys tO cNy 2005 =)

2005-01-29T22:58:00.000-08:00

timE rEalLy fLiEs...
itZ gOnnA bE CnY aGaiN..
lOvE thAt pEriOd oF timE..
sO maNy aNg pAos tO gEt..
sO tOdAy...
i fInALly mAnAgEd tO gO oUt..
cUt mY hAiR iN thE mOrNiN...
wEnt oUt iN thE aFtErnOon tO sHop..
mAnAgEd tO gEt a skIrt...
nEw uNdErwEar [i m tHat sUpErstItIouS...evErytHin mUz bE nEw!!!]
aNd a pAiR oF shOes..
mUm fOrbAde mE tO wEar it fOr Cny..
sAyIn tOo cAsUaL..
itZ aCtuaLly tHe wAtErpRooF aDidAs sHoEs...
i tHiNk itZ prEtty ok..
bUt tHinK i gOt mAkE mOm hApPy..
gEt aNothEr pAir oF shoEs... =)
i wOulD lOvE thAt..
gEt thE pAir thAt rEseMblE bAllEt shOes...[vEry gU nIanG...nOt my styLe...but i lIkE!=)]
fEel likE goIn tO shOp tOmOrrOw aS wEll..
dOn't rEalLy wIsh tO stUdy lit...
wAnnA cAtcH a mOviE iF pOssiBlE..
mY WON BIN..
hAhA..
bUt dOn't tHiNk itZ stIlL sHowIn..
i dOn't wAnt tHiS wEekeNd tO eVer eNd..
it fEeLs sO goOd jUst tO rEst..
itZ my mUch-aWaitEd rEst...=)

28...

2005-01-28T20:38:00.000-08:00

hMmZz..
i tHiNk tOdAy iS kiNdA lOw pRofilE..
nOtHiN mAjOr hApPenEd..
bUt it StArtEd oFf rAthEr wElL i gUeSsEd..
wE wEnt oN-stAgE tO cOlLeCt oUr pRiZe..
thE hARnEssIn yOuths fOr sOciAl eNtErpRisE...
dEn i tHinK thE rEst oF sCh cUrrIcUlUm wAs rAthER dUlL..
bUt dEn...
iN bAnD..
i M fAcEd wItH a nEw dIlEmMa..
wHo'S gOnNa gO fOr SyF..
tHiNk i sHouLdn't tAmpEr wItH otHeR pPl'S fAtE..
i hAf nO iDeA hOw i gOnNa sEe tO it...
bUt thAt's tHat...
aFtER bAnd...
wEnt tO hElP oUt wIth dEcO fOr CnY..
oNly bOugHt fEathEr fOr thEm..
tHe rEst oF thE tIme i wAs swEePiN tHe fLooR..
aRrAnGiN tHe bOokS...
hMmZz..
gOod tRaIniN fOr mE..
hOmEmAkEr iN thE mAkIn... =)
rEaLly lIkE thE tAsK...
hEeZ...
gOt bAck bOut hAlF pAst 7..
hAd fiSh fOr dInNeR...
atE lEsS thAn hAlF thE sLiCe..
rEaLly dEtEst iT..
bUt lUckiLy i wAs sAvEd by the cHicKeN dRumlEtS..

yEt aNothEr dAy...

2005-01-27T21:03:00.000-08:00

i rEaliSe thAt i wRitE mY blog tO vEnt my fRuStRatiOns..
i hAf nOt wRotE aNitHin tHat i M rEal gLaD bOut...
hE wAntEd/aTtEmptEd tO wAlk oUt oN uS foR thE 5th tiMe...
i gUeSs my liFe iS gEttIn miSeRaBle..
i m at fAulT oF eVeRytHin..
tHat iS hOw it aPpEars tO bE...
hOw nIcE iF thE wOrLd aNd hAf tiS gIgAntIc mIrrOr...
aNd pPl bEgIn tO rEfLeCt on thEmsElves..
nOtHin is fAiR...
i aDmit..
bUt i M gEttIn sIck oF it..
wE stUdeNtS...
hOw dIfFeReNt iS it fRom aNy otHEr pPl..
wE aRe stiLl hUmAnZ..
wE fAce thE sAmE sOciAl stIgmA..
bUt wE aRe tAken fOr gRantEd eAch tIme..
mEbbE itZ tIme thAt alL thIs comEs tO eNd..
aNd gO bAck tO thE dAyS wHen tEchNolOgy iS niL..
gUeSs thAt iS whEn eVerybOdy wIlL stArt aPpRecIatIn oNe aNothER..

5 dAyS tO gO b4 HySe...=)

2005-01-15T20:10:00.000-08:00

gOsh..
itZ fInALly cOmIn..
it nEver fElt sO rEal...
thAt wE aRe sO cLoSe..
bUt 1 thIng i rEaLisE tHrU tHIS cOurSe oF thE pRojEct..
i cAnNot tOlErAte pPl wHo dO nOt cOmmIt tO whAt thEiR dO..
bUt tHat'S jUz hUmaN nAtuRe..
mEbbE nOw i tRuLy uNdErstAnD wHy it iS sO iMpt tO pUt uR hEart aNd sOul tO it..
eSp. wIth a cOmmOn gOaL wIthIn thE tEam..
itZ tHe rOot tO aLl sUcCeSs.

sOmEhOw bY bogGiN..
i aM aBle tO vEnt oUt wHatEveR aNgEr i hAf..
cOz i rEaliSe my tEmpEr hAsn't bEen vEry gOod exActly..
sO mEbBe tHat'S whY it hUrtS sO mUch..
gOnNa tRy tO gEt a boGsKIn..
mAke sOmething oUt oF tHiS... =)

LifE hAs bEcOmE eveN mOrE mIsErAbLe...

2005-01-14T19:50:00.000-08:00

i rEaLly cAnNOt tOleRatE tHiS soRtA trEatmEnt..
evEry pRobLeM LiEs witH uS..
iNcLudIn tHe rEcOrD-brEakIn rEcRuitmEnt wE hAd tHis yEAr..
i rEaLly tHiNk thEy sHouLd stArt rEfLeCtiN b4 tHiNkiN wE aRe to bLamE..
pLs lO..
wE aRe stUdEnts..
stUdIes aRe tHe prIoRtitY..
it iS nOt tRyIn tO fUlfIll sOmEbOdy'S eXpECtIons...
nOw i kNow why sOmE pPl rEalLy hAtE tHe CcA..
it iS fUlLy uNdErstAnDaBle..
tHe tEachEr-iN-cHaRgE eVer sAiD..'tHis iS nOt zHonghUa bAnd sChoOl..cAnnOt sImply coNcEntRatE oN bAnd..'
i tHiNk tHey oUgHt tO tAkE bAck thEiR wOrDs..
i dUn mInD nOt pLayIn fOr sYf...
cOs i dUn tHink itZ wOrtH it..
aNd eVen thOugH iF wE wEre tO rEach oUr tArgEt..
i dUn rEalLy thInk evEryoNe's gOnNa bE hApPy..
cOs wE wEnt tHru sO mUch sH*t jUs tO gEt it
at thE eXpAnSe oF oUr stUdIes...pErsOnaL tIme...hApPiNeSs...[thE liSt gOes oN...]
tHat hOuR aNd a hAlF dOiN thE sIt-uPs cOulD aLloW mE tO dO my hW...
bUt mEbBe nOw...
tHe bAnd cOuLd evEn bE mOre uNitEd..
witH cOmMon 'gOaLs'..
i jUs hOpE thAt tHoSe pPl cOulD bE iN oUr sHOeS...
aNd eXpEriEncE tHis..
it dOeSn't fEel gOod..

aNotHEr pAss|n dAy...

2005-01-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

i jUz cAn't bEliEve it...
mR chEw wAs bOut tO wAlk oUt oN uS fOr thE 4tH tIme..
i uNdeRstAnd tHe fAct thAt pErhAps...iS rEaLly uNdeRgOiN tRemEndOuS pReSsuRe..
bUt wE aS stUdEnts aRe aLsO fAcIn it...
at sOmE pOiNt iN tIme..
i tHiNk wE arE jUst gOnNa bReaK dOwn..
thE sCh dEmAnds tHis aNd tHat..
CcA rEqUiRes tHis aNd tHAt..
i tHiNk wE shOuLd rEaLly pRioRitiSe..
aNd uNdErstAnD thAt wE aS stUdeNts..
aS thE nAmE sUgGeSts..
fOcAl pOiNt sHoUld bE tO stUdy..
tHeRe iS nOtHiN wRoNg wItH bAnd...
bUt tHerE iS tHis hUgE miStAke witH tHe syStEm iN siNgApoRe..[oR rAthEr theRe iS sOmEthiN rEaL wRonG
CcAs aRe jUst lOoKiN fORwArd tO anOtHer aWarD..
it lOst itZ mEaniN..

8 dAyS tO gO...b4 HySe...!!!

2005-01-12T19:49:00.000-08:00

yEt aNotHeR dAy jUz pAsS...
aNd tHat mEanS....
cOmpEtton fOr sOcaL eNtErpRiSe iS cUmiN...=)
i dOn't rEalLy nOe iF itZ a gOoD tHiNg..
bUt i wAnNa gEt it oVeR aNd dOnE wth t...=)
i rEaLly wAnNa wn..
aNd tHat'S wHat i hAvE bEeN hOpn eVeR snCe my frSt eNtErPriSe pRoPosItIon...
bUt i hAve fAiEd fOr 2 cOnsEcUtIvE yEaRs...
sO i dOn't rEaLly fEeL thE aChE anmoRe..
i rEaLiSe tHat nO mAtTeR hOw cOmpEttvE tHe wOrd iS...
tHeRe iSn'T gOnNa vIctOrY fOr eVeRyoNe..
so pErhApS itZ bEst tHat i jUz dO my bEst...
aNd hAve nO rEgrEts....=) [sOunDs fAmIliAr rghtz?...]

i hAvE bEen fEeLiN rEal fRuStRatEd tHis fEw dAys...
pAtenCe rUnNiN lOw....
rEaL lOw mAnz...
i gUeSS thE lAcK oF seEp..
bUt sOmEhOw i juZ cAn't cRy iT oUt...
hAhAz..

i sErIoUsLy cAnNot eScApE tHe cLutChEs oF l**...
tOt gOt oUt oF mOntoR bOaRd cOmM fOr goOd...
bUt cAn't oUtwt hEr sa..
tO thInK sHe cAmE wth sUcH a briiAnt iDea..
hAve 3 caSs mOnitOrs..
o..

i gUeSs i bEttA stArt oN mY hOmEwOrk..
gOt aN eXpoSitIon tO atTeMpt..
my wOrst tYpe oF eSsaY thAt i cAn eVer pRodUcE..
lEt'S jUst hOpE tHat tMr wiLl bE a bEttA dAy =)

ItZ gEtt|n hArdEr tHeSe dAys...

2005-01-10T23:20:00.000-08:00

gOsh...
i rEaLly hAtE tHe fve-dAy wEek...itZ gEttn fRoM bAd tO wOrSe...
i lEave fOR sCh @ 'bOut 6..lEavE sCh bOut 7... tHat'S likE 13 hOURS!!!
my fRst bog..hAhA...